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Message: <blockquote data-quote="neroshan" data-source="post: 123133" data-attributes="member: 8568">-------------------------------------A LONGTears sting my eyes,the thought stabs my heart.The question, “Why?”,it roams through my thoughts.It doesn’t seem fair.It doesn’t seem right.No one should have to endurepain like this.Feelings conflicted,but one still remains.This only solid fact:I love you.I find myself walkingan impassable road.Two roads in factlie one in the same…Part of me hopes.Part of me laughs.Part of me is selfless-caring for nothing but youand your happiness.That part of me is walking on an edge…Clinging to any chancethat I could be the oneto make you happy,but, at the same time, realizingthat I may not be that person-and accepting it.As long as you are happy,I am happy for you…Part of me despairs.Part of me cries.Part of me is selfish-I want to be happy too.that part of me is being dragged…dragged away to reality.Dragged down the roadof harsh, cold facts.Trying to understand,trying to know whyI can’t be the person you need.I’m willing to change,ask of me what you need,I can be there for you…Just give me a chance,one chance…so I can know that I tried.The thought of living without you…it saddens me,the thought of you with another…it tears my heart out.You are not my possession-I don’t want you to be.I just want you to love me…I want you to be happy,but don’t I deserve the same?What have I doneto merit such torment?Was I wrong to love you?Am I wrong for still loving you?If loving you-the person you are,the person you will become…if loving you is a crime,I deserve punishment.Try me with the hardest sentence.I confess to loving you,and I’m not sorry.I’ve reached the endof these two paths,and they join into one…one I don’t want to tread on.I don’t know how I can,or how I will…it looks…impossible.Dark.Lonely.I’m not ready.I’ll rest for a while.I’m going to see which waythe wind is going to blow.I must build my strength.I don’t want to move on.But the wind is blowing.I want to see if the windswill uncover a hidden path…a path where I will have a guide.The guide I needto take my lost hand,and lead me to the safety of home…<img src="http://i64.photobucket.com/albums/h162/thnk777/0111eh9pp9.gif" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></blockquote>

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