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Message: <blockquote data-quote="SIC" data-source="post: 16650500" data-attributes="member: 444994">patta song eka"Headlights"(feat. Nate Ruess)   [Verse 1: Nate Ruess]Mom, I know I let you downAnd though you say the days are happyWhy is the power off, and I'm fucked up?And, Mom, I know he's not aroundBut don't you place the blame on meAs you pour yourself another drink, yeah.[Hook: Nate Ruess]I guess we are who we areHeadlights shining in the dark night I drive onMaybe we took this too far[Verse 2: Eminem]I went in headfirstNever thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verseMy mom probably got it the worstThe brunt of it, but as stubborn as we areDid I take it too far?"Cleaning Out My Closet" and all them other songsBut regardless I don't hate you 'cause, Ma,You're still beautiful to me, 'cause you're my momThough far be it from you to be calm, our house was VietnamDesert Storm and both of us put together can form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfareAnd forever we can drag this on and onBut, agree to disagreeThat gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to meYou're kicking me out? It's 15 degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goatsWhy we always at each other's throats?Especially when dad, he fucked us bothWe're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope)Further away it drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongingsStill got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the roadAnd I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the loadThen Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old,And that's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeableAnd to this day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but[Hook][Verse 3: Eminem]'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand babies growBut I'm sorry, Mama, for "Cleaning Out My Closet", at the time I was angryRightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though,'cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokesThat song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radioAnd I think of Nathan being placed in a homeAnd all the medicine you fed usAnd how I just wanted you to taste your own,But now the medications taken overAnd your mental state's deteriorating slowAnd I'm way too old to cry, the shit is painful thoughBut, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yoAll you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us bothFoster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yoursBut I love you, Debbie Mathers, oh, what a tangled web we have,'cause one thing I never asked wasWhere the fuck my deadbeat dad wasFuck it, I guess he had trouble keeping up with every addressBut I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactusOwn a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlasSomeone ever moved them from me? That you coulda bet your assesIf I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap themAnd although one has only met their grandma onceYou pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgersMe, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged youAnd as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come over meAs we pulled off to go our separate paths,And I saw your headlights as I looked backAnd I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my DadSo, Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jetI guess I had to get this off my chest,I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm deadThe stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt, I guess we're crashingSo if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from afar'Cause you're my Ma[Hook][Verse 4: Nate Ruess]I want a new life (start over)One without a cause (clean slate)So I'm coming home tonight (yeah)Well, no matter what the costAnd if the plane goes downOr if the crew can't wake me upWell, just know that I'm alrightI was not afraid to dieOh, even if there's songs to singWell, my children will carry meJust know that I'm alrightI was not afraid to dieBecause I put my faith in my little girlsSo I never say, "Goodbye, cruel world."Just know that I'm alrightI am not afraid to die[Hook]I want a new life</blockquote>

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