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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Schrodinger Cat" data-source="post: 26018778" data-attributes="member: 566946">I can understand your pain. I am also experiencing such mentioned issues. Sometimes I am also wish to die immediately in a natural way rather than suicide, however this thought prevents me to do such thing.Suicide does not ends the pain, only makes it pass to others...the loved ones.I do not want to pass my pain to others. I am being diagnosed for depression, ASD and OCD. 5 years ago I had suicidal thoughts uncontrollably and anger issues. In present, the depression is almost controlled by using medications and I am still using it. Not fully recovered, but I feel much better than previously. The credit goes to my parents and those who cared about me.I am also face some problems when try to become social. My relationship experiences are awful. I was rejected about 5 times in a row, last one was happened when attempt to askout on recent 31st. This makes me more frustrating but I can't quit my plans because of this particular issue. Maybe I die alone, but I want to fight till the end.My A/Ls were also fcuked up. I can't apply for government jobs except for low-level. I managed that issue somehow by pursuing technical courses. Now I am doing my BIT. Though I still feel the humiliation due to failure in A/Ls, I determined to achieve my success somehow.It is challenging to seek for any jobs in these days. I am also limited to the home space and actively searching for a job. Meanwhile, I started to learn some technical skills like web development and have an idea to enter the development scene professionally in future.You have to find a objective for your life. You are here due to a reason.You can try to release your all negative thoughts by doing some creative things. I reduce my stress levels by doing some art stuff, writing stories or stay with my pet.</blockquote>

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