As a kid first game, I played was NFS 2. Still remember playing it at a relative's home. and i was like 6th and that ayya said well done for a first timer lol. back in 2004/5 I guess grade 4/5. never had played a computer game before. Got a pc back in 2007 and first game was a car game and desert storm (I was hooked, really a good game bcz I didnt like IGI actually. ) Then,
CoD 1,2
Delta force
Desert storm 2 and some other releases
NFS MW

GTA vice city and SA ( went to buy SA with my father, told him we could eat pizzas and do haircuts, so I want that game..LOL they said its like 5 CDs, and also can get in 1 DVD. I only knew about the CDs until that day

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I played best I could with my PC with 512MB ram and 128mb onboard vga. Good times.
Recently I really enjoyed the Witcher 3 (my #1 to this date), RDR2, GTAV, few NFSs. But now the thing is I feel guilty when playing games, feels like im wasting my time and that actually blocking me psychologically- enjoying the game. IDK man! that's really tough. a deep feeling of inner guilt. yep thats how it is now. can't enjoy a game now with a peace of mind!