Why does god trail his own creation? Isn't it like he is trying to test himself through his creation?
No. It is mentioned that God Almighty knows everything of what humans and jinns do, in this world and hereafter. He is All Knowing.
"He knoweth What (appeareth to His creatures As) Before or After or Behind them. Nor shall they compass Aught of his knowledge Except as He willeth."
(Baqarah 2: 255 also known as Ayathul Kursi)
Still God Almighty send man into his world for the test, so they wouldn't complain of their status, if originally they are placed according to their deeds.
Meaning God Almighty knows the final result of what man will earn. Yet he made this world, giving the opportunity to go through the tests, so people will not complain of their result.
We are given a supreme opportunity to obey God Almighty with the free will, which is higher than Angels. To reach such, we need to go through the test and prove it.
I still have trouble beveling that the same god that created human being the seas, rabbits and rainbows created the cruelty in human mind, hatred, arrogance, and thirst for blood. I still don't understand why? and how could god, create both good things and such bad things at the same time?
God Almighty forced only the Good for humans and jinn.
God Almighty has only made the options as a mean of testing, in this world. There is no place for evil out of the purpose of testing. He never forces any evil choice to man. He advices the option which will get us to success, and that's only the choice of 'good'.
It is only people who make the wrong choices instead of the recommended correct one.
As for the rainbows, etc beautiful things and such things like volcanoes, are just there as means of signs for the people in the existence of Heaven and Hell.
There is 'Good'. The extreme absence of good, is extreme evil. If there is a little 'good' even, the case would be little 'evil'. If there is full 'good', then there would be no 'evil'. So the lack of good, is the capacity of evil.
It's like of the 'light'. Only its absence known as darkness, help measure the brightness of the light.
But what if I choose not to go through with this trial of god?
Then you are wasting a such an opportunity of achieving the most possible highest status as a human with the use of free will, that other creatures didn't get.
" And if it had been Our Will, We could have transformed them (into animals or lifeless objects) in their places. Then they should have been unable to go forward (move about) nor they could have turned back"
- (Surah Ya'Seen: 67)
So does this mean that god sustains the hatred, anger, and all so called negative thoughts in our minds too? Or is it just us?
Sorry, it seems my reply made you think that way. He is the Creator of all things. He doesn't sustain what is bad for us as he only forces us, the good. If we all chose the correct paths, then we can perish the evil.
Evil thoughts, hatred, anger, etc are cos of the lack of good we have within us and as a result of us choosing wrong paths/choices.
*There is no evil beyond this testing world. This world is said to be the likes of a resting place under a shade for 'A Traveler'. Very much temporary! The real Life begins with the hereafter.
