well firstly, my attitude is far from being sadistic :no::no:
secondly, I'm not always whining about life :no::no:
Thirdly, I have found peace :):) at least some of it.
You could say that I guess..there are simple things that I can do to make my mother happy but somehow I ain't doing those :sorry:
it's a beautiful poem as always love :D and a happy new year to you!