I am 25yrs old male and body count is somewhere around 20, esp most of them are cuckold couples. How I fall into this was, from my high school my libido was high and to counter that I spend most of time in dating or sex related sites. I also had MILF kink I from birth or may be porn induced it. I never wanted to counter my higher libido with girls or married women, I have some moral qualities so married women are directly out of the equation and never wanted to date a girl just because of sex. Initialy, I did sex with hookers and felt it didn't worth money or affort to sex with them, later tried out spas and felt the same way — felt both are just gold diggers. Due to these dynamics I was able to justify dealing with couples, so no cheating is involved and most of people are utterly amature and most of wives are MILFS.
The thing most sufffer me was I cannot control two life styles/personalities and feels empty after sex from very first days. Sex hinders my productiveity, I cannot dedicate weekdays for my work and studies and spend weekend as a playboy. Catch is this, I can't sex with others when I am in love, I am too monogamy when it comes to love, but not someone easily fall in love and a different beast when in love. Shoud I eradicate clues for sex and this lifestyle, but how to do when I am single, I am too vulnerable when I stay singe but dont wanna be forced to a relationship as well. Never into exploit others, for my personal gain. Apperciate your inputs, regarding this matter fr.
The thing most sufffer me was I cannot control two life styles/personalities and feels empty after sex from very first days. Sex hinders my productiveity, I cannot dedicate weekdays for my work and studies and spend weekend as a playboy. Catch is this, I can't sex with others when I am in love, I am too monogamy when it comes to love, but not someone easily fall in love and a different beast when in love. Shoud I eradicate clues for sex and this lifestyle, but how to do when I am single, I am too vulnerable when I stay singe but dont wanna be forced to a relationship as well. Never into exploit others, for my personal gain. Apperciate your inputs, regarding this matter fr.
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