Hoping for hope to die...
Sometimes hope can be a barrier in your life. If hope weren't there you would
realize what is actually happening and stand up and take certain decisions.
Hope makes you cling to things, which in its absense do/will not make any
sense. Hope makes things unclear. It makes you overlook the past and the
present and only focus on a miraculous future. Wheareas, rationally thinking,
there's no reason or chance that things will happen the way you want. Losing
hope hurts... hurts bad... but in one go.. it doesnt make u miserable every now
and then..Once you recover, you become a stronger person..
As Nietszche said "What does not kill me makes me stronger"
When things are going down the drain, hope appears out of thin air for no
reason
at all and makes you lose perspective. We are only humans, we are weak, we
are feeble.. and maybe God gives us hope to put some strength in us to move
on.. but it makes you hang on to non-existent things.. which will not help you
in the long run.I guess hope's not all that good.
Give me strength god.. help me
Listen to the song i've been listening to all day today
Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone elses words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of live and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but
I took a heavenly ride through one silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride trough our silence
I knew the waiting had begin
And headed straight... into the shining sun