I smile, laugh, and say to myself
I love you but do you love me?
Do you even care how I feel?
Did you know I cry every night for you?
Do you ever cry for me?
I don't think you do,
I don't think you even care or want to know.
I just want to stop caring, crying, and loving you.
I thought I found the one,
I thought you were worth all my tears,
and all of my love.
But I thought wrong.
I let everything go and I can't get it back!
I feel like I have nothing to live for anymore.
You tore my heart to a thousand pieces,
then you threw them on the ground,
then you stomped on them until nothing was left.
All I feel and all I'll ever feel is pain,
pain knowing that I gave away all of my love
and now I have non left for myself when I need it most.
I don't know what to do now.
I have no one to go to for help, I'm all alone.
I have no more tears to shed.
I gave them all to you too.
And you didn't even notice.
I wish it didn't have to end like this, but it did.
And I can't change it.
But I don’t want to/ If you don’t care why should I?
When I think of all you put me through
I smile, laugh, and say to myself, I'm glad it's over.
