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Message: <blockquote data-quote="jay-shan" data-source="post: 10706739" data-attributes="member: 259365"><img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/love.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":love:" title="Love    :love:" data-shortname=":love:" />As I raise this gun to my headIn mere second I will be deadI don’t know if I’ll experience painIf I survive I’ll never be the sameI might goWhat you people call “emo”And will the cuts deeper? (yes)Thinking “this one’s a keeper”But if I don’t surviveKnow I’m also the gunBut I give up, I’m doneLife was already killing meI’m not gonna say sorryI tore myself apartSo in with a bullet, out with heartsSo all this can be overAnd I can truly show herHow I truly feelThat this all, was realSo when the find me dead tomorrowDrowned in my own blood, guts, and sorrowKnow that I triedBut I failed and diedSo when I never live againI’ll know I’ve found my endAnd all this is overAnd I can truly show herHow I felt from the startSo in with a bullet, out with my heartAnd every time I tried to explainYou never understood any of my painBut I tried over and over againAnd then decided, “screw it man…”And I just gave upI slammed the door shutBut you understood too lateAnd now I stand in front of the gateDo you know which one, heaven or hellWell you know what, I’m not gonna tellBecause you don’t deserve to knowBut I deserve to goI wasn’t worthy enough to be understoodTook love too seriously, more then others wouldSo as I make this worthless sacrificeRemember when I looked you in the eyesBut look deeper into that memoryDeeper into meYou’ll see I want to dieBut it’s too late now when you realizeAnd you’ll know whyMy blood leaks tonightFrom my lonelinessMisunderstood by friendsNever telling anyone about my endAfter this I hope they’re not the sameWith the gun next to my headDeadI was alone with the gun in the darkIn with a bullet, out with my heartNow I’m numbWith no feeling of freedomI’ve lost it allSo now I fallAnd you see the reason whyThe truth behind my liesHow every time I breathe it’s a waste of breathWhen I was alive I was just wasting deathSo here I stand in this darknessCompletely alone, drowned in lonelinessLeft with only a gunBut I’ve given up, I’m doneSo as I go awayFor the rest of your daysYou misunderstood my criesThe reason my soul diesIts because you just realizeOnly from you I didn’t hideI once called you my loverBut now we come to discoverWe were never meant to beYou and meWhich is okay actuallyBut you’re still never understandingSo I pull the trigger of the gun tonightMy heart has given up the fightThe bullet’s not a dudSo I lay in my bloodDon’t call me stupid, this is smartSo in…in with a bullet…out with my heart <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/love.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":love:" title="Love    :love:" data-shortname=":love:" /><img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/love.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":love:" title="Love    :love:" data-shortname=":love:" /><img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/love.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":love:" title="Love    :love:" data-shortname=":love:" />[Jay-Shan][ATTACH]31829[/ATTACH]</blockquote>

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