Memories consume
Like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
you all assume
Im safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I dont wont to be the one
The battles always choose
'couse inside I realize
That im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I dont know why i insigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how i go this way
I know its not alright
So im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
Tonight
clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
than enytime before
I had no option left again
I dont wont to be the one
The battles always choose
'couse inside I realize
That im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I dont know why i insigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how i go this way
I know its not alright
So im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll Paint it on the walls
'cause im the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I dont know why i insigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how i go this way
I know its not alright
So im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
Tonight
Like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
you all assume
Im safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I dont wont to be the one
The battles always choose
'couse inside I realize
That im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I dont know why i insigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how i go this way
I know its not alright
So im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
Tonight
clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
than enytime before
I had no option left again
I dont wont to be the one
The battles always choose
'couse inside I realize
That im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I dont know why i insigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how i go this way
I know its not alright
So im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll Paint it on the walls
'cause im the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I dont know why i insigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how i go this way
I know its not alright
So im breaking the habit
im breaking the habit
Tonight