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[dj_ishan]

Breaking The Habit



Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(Unless I try to start again)
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
Chorus:
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

Chorus

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

 

[dj_ishan]

Crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling / I can't seem

Chorus:
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...
Chorus

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing what is real
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling / confusing what is real

 

[dj_ishan]

Don't Stay

Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need you to go

Chorus:
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't stay

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

Chorus

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away
I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away

Chorus

With no apologies

 

[dj_ishan]

Faint

I am
Little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got
Chorus:
I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got
Chorus

No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now

Chorus 2X

 

[dj_ishan]

Figure

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
Its like nothing I can do will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say / I
Put all the pain you gave to me on display / But didn't
Realize / Instead of setting it free / I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(It never goes away)
Chorus:
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from what I've done
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Hearing your name / The memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them

And I knew as they escaped away I was
Committing myself to them / And every day I
Regret saying those things / 'Cause now I see / That I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(It never goes away)
Chorus

(It never goes away)

Repeat 2X
Get away from me
Gimme my space back / You gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know
I've let you go

GET AWAY FROM ME

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

 

[dj_ishan]

Forgotten

Chorus: repeat 2X
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
There's a place so dark you can't see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping / An acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes tightly shut / Looking through the rust and rot
And dust / A spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again

Chorus

In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Moving all around / Screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go 'round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link, and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats

On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again
Chorus 2X

In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Repeat
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I see it right through you

Repeat 2X
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

 

[dj_ishan]

In the End

It starts with
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / But didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / It all fell apart
What it meant to me / Will eventually / Be a memory / Of a time when
Chorus:
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me/I'm surprised
It got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / It all fell apart
What it meant to me / Will eventually / Be a memory / Of a time when I
Chorus

Repeat 2X
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know...

 

[dj_ishan]

Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow)
Chorus:
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
Chorus

But I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

Chorus

Repeat 2X:
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

 

[dj_ishan]

Papercut

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / But
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / Right underneath my skin
Chorus:
It's like I'm / Paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a / Whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I / Can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can
But everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too / Right inside your skin
Chorus 2X
The face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath my skin

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

Repeat 2X:
The sun
It’s like I’m / Paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / Whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / Can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I feel the light betray me

It’s like I / Can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like I / Can’t stop what I’m hearing within

 

[dj_ishan]

Place for my Head

I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / In the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give life to the moon assuming
The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / About
Things that you want back from me
I'm
Chorus:
Sick of the tension / Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / To feed your greed-
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe someday I'll be just like you / And
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / Used to be strong
Used to be generous / But you should've known
That you'd
Wear out your welcome / Now you see
How quiet it is / All alone / I'm so
Chorus 2X

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Repeat:
You try to take the best of me
Go away

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Shut...up

Chorus

 

[dj_ishan]

Pushing Me Away

I've lied / To you
The same way that I always do
This is / The last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart / Even the people who never frown / Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end / You'll soon find we're out of time left / To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Chorus: repeat 2X
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried / Like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is / The last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with
(Everything falls apart / Even the people who never frown / Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end / You'll soon find we're out of time left / To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Chorus 2X

Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...

Chorus 2X

pushes me away

 

[dj_ishan]

Runaway

Graffiti decorations
Underneath a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
Chorus:
I wanna run away
Never say good-bye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
Chorus

I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(Gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(Gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and open my mind
(Gonna run away / Mind gonna run away gonna run away / Mind mind gonna run away mind
Gonna run away / Mind gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away / Mind)

Chorus 2X

 

[dj_ishan]

Somewhere I belong

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find / That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck / Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
Chorus:
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long

(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face

I was confused
Looking everywhere / Only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain / hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
Chorus

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

Chorus

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

 

[dj_ishan]

With You

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static / And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake / Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant / And I can't bring you back
Chorus:
It's true / The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You / Now I see / Keeping everything inside
You / Now I see / Even when I close my eyes

hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor / The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake / Slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant / And I can't bring you back
I
Chorus

No / No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No / No matter how far we've come I
I can't wait to see tomorrow

With you
You / Now I see / Keeping everything inside
With you
You / Now I see / Even when I close my eyes
With you
You / Now I see / Keeping everything inside
With you
You / Now I see / Even when I close my eyes

 

[dj_ishan]

X-ecutioner Style

From the top... (6X)
Shut up... (8X)
I’m about to...

Wasn't that fun, lets try something else?

45 caliber killer without of the filla
Elevated Show your brothas how your not a gorilla
Smooth talkin fully automatic weapon constiller
Taste thrilla, great filler
Hit him with the bounce stiller
Filthy stinking standing on the side grounded
Still be sinking submerging in the parks
Still be linking plucked beats when it starts
Hope your thinking its not a mirageI’m living up off tracks from out of the garage
Well if you could duck but its hard to dodge
In the back of that spine where my darkness lies
Flippin straight up ripping apart your squad
X-Ecutioner's Style cuts and blends
Like a syringe banging you in each of your limbs
See me coming through your party hard
Without no body guard
Smoking something, stomping on each of your toes
I'm the B to the L to the A to the C King
(uh huh...)
And when it comes to planning the Thought, keeping thinking this

Shut up... (8X)

 

[accessuser]

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[sherlock]

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[Modgoviya]

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