dear ahmed, instead of putting ex-muslim ahmed, why don't you put ur name as buddhist ahmed? no guts to do that or is it though u tried to suck up to them they do not consider u to be one of them?
it seems due to some experience or incident with Islam or a muslim u have a bigoted hatred against Islam and muslims. I pray that Allah will give you some sense of decency and honour to overcome ur vengefullness and lead a happy & peaceful life