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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Samantha567" data-source="post: 7131264" data-attributes="member: 240281">A few months ago I decided to write my memoirs, a project I knew was  going to bring me closer to an amazing turning point in my life. From  the moment I wrote the first phrase I was sure the book was the tool  that was going to help me free myself from things I was carrying within  me for a long time. Things that  were too heavy for me to keep inside.  Writing this account of my life, I got very close to my truth. And  thisis something worth celebrating. For many years, there has  been only one place where I am in touch with my emotions fearlessly and  that's the stage. Being on stage fills my soul in many ways, almost  completely. It's my vice.  The music, the lights and the roar of the  audience are elements that make me feel capable of anything. This rush  of adrenaline is incredibly addictive.  I don't ever want to stop  feeling these emotions. But it is serenity that brings me to where I'm  at right now. An amazing emotional place of comprehension, reflection  and enlightenment. At this moment I'm feeling the same freedom I usually  feel only on stage, without a doubt, I need to share. Many  people told me: "Ricky it's not important", "it's not worth it", "all  the years you've worked and everything you've built will collapse",  "many people in the world are not ready to accept your truth, your  reality, your nature". Because all this advice came from people who I  love dearly, I decided to move on with my life not sharing with the  world my entire truth.  Allowing myself to be seduced by fear and  insecurity became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sabotage. Today I take  full responsibility for my decisions and my actions.If someone  asked me today, "Ricky, what are you afraid of?" I would answer "the  blood that runs through the streets of countries at war...child slavery,  terrorism...the cynicism of some people in positions of power, the  misinterpretation of faith." But fear of my truth? Not at all!  On the  contrary, It fills me with strength and courage. This is just what I  need especially now that I am the father of two beautiful boys that are  so full of light and who with their outlook teach me new things every  day. To keep living as I did up until today would be to indirectly  diminish the glow that my kids where born with. Enough is enough. This  has to change. This was not supposed to happen 5 or 10 years ago, it is  supposed to happen now. Today is my day, this is my time, and this is my  moment.These years in silence and reflection made me stronger  and reminded me that acceptance has to come from within and that this  kind of truth gives me the power to conquer emotions I didn't even know  existed.What will happen from now on? It doesn't matter. I can  only focus on what's happening to me in this moment. The word  "happiness" takes on a new meaning for me as of today. It has been a  very intense process. Every word that I write in this letter is born out  of love, acceptance, detachment and real contentment. Writing this is a  solid step towards my inner peace and vital part of my evolution.I  am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man. I am very blessed  to be who I am.  RM<img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/sad.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":(" title="Sad    :(" data-shortname=":(" /><img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/sad.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":(" title="Sad    :(" data-shortname=":(" /><img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/default/sad.gif"  class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":(" title="Sad    :(" data-shortname=":(" /></blockquote>

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