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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Nash_Node" data-source="post: 2469359" data-attributes="member: 91200">The devil lives inside us.It's not an external source of evil. It's not down stairs doing a BBQ or some evil ghost figure who can be tamed by a cross or holy water.That's utter bullshit.Devil is within us. The ultimate fight is always within you.The enlightenment must be the acknowledgment of that devil inside of you.... identifying him, Caging him in a un-destructible cage and throwing away the key for good.As a human with good moral senses, I failed to hold the beast within me down last week.I let out a beast of un-imaginable ferocity which I never knew I had within. At the end I see lot of people hurt, both physically and mentally.I am hurt to see two people hurt physically really really really  bad because of me. I am hurt to see their suffering families because of me. I am MORE hurt in knowing that I have taken steps to ensure that I will not get punished by LAW for what I have done to those two people.But, more than all, it hurts me everytime I look into the eyes of my GF.....to see her un-sure eyes..not knowing who am I anymore, which she always thought to know me right through !I failed my self in the religion I believe in.... "show limitless compassion towards humans wheather friend or foe" .......I failed missarably.But I guess, we are all nothing but mortal humans at the end of the day. We are sometimes pushed into situation that exceedes our normal capacity of emotional buffer...which results in such devestation like this.Trial and Error my friends..........Trial and error. Practice makes perfect.</blockquote>

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