we find a significant other, our whole life change, perception of reality change. When we kiss non of the atoms of her lips touch mine, but do we care about it ? nah. we dont care about the actual reality of it, we succumb to the illusion to be a good humble slave of nature. The thing is , we are born to be a slave of nature , eat, grow and reproduce. Thats why its agonizing to lose our significant one, Apparently animals dont feel this pain, for them its just a repulsive act of having sex, it used to be the same for early human, but we evolved to be like this. Be with a one person, reproduce several offspring and provide foods ,love and security to them. Its all the part of the evil plan of nature.
Why it dosent feel great to be alone, u might feel ok, but wont feel great. But the advantage of being alone and enjoy own company is, rarely u would lose yourself unlike an external person. But since u cant fuck yourself and reproduce , nature dont allow u feel great being alone.
Thinking about reality will give u an existential crisis which lead you to be depressed. And when u are depressed u think critically about reality. they feed each other.
Why it dosent feel great to be alone, u might feel ok, but wont feel great. But the advantage of being alone and enjoy own company is, rarely u would lose yourself unlike an external person. But since u cant fuck yourself and reproduce , nature dont allow u feel great being alone.
Thinking about reality will give u an existential crisis which lead you to be depressed. And when u are depressed u think critically about reality. they feed each other.
enjoy the drama.
