Fuck my life.

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    නෑ ඉවර නෑ
    ඊලඟ එක දානව තෝ මලහම තොගෙ හොඳ කියල
    ඊට පස්සෙ තෝත් මේ ලෝකෙ නොහිටිය එකෙක් විදිහට කාටවත් මතක නැතුව යනව
    උඹේ අම්මට වුනා වගේම තමා
    දැන් උඹටවත් උඹේ අම්ම නෑ කියල ගානක්වත් නෑනෙ
    ඉන්න කං කොච්චර තරහිංද හිටියෙ
    ඒ වගේ තමා
    Sinhala terenne ne pons api tourist ne. :yes:
     

    mr90486

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    I don't know how much f***** up you are. But there's one thing I understood from my life in the past. Whatever sadness or sorrow or suffering we experience its all in our minds. Nobody else is responsible for your situation but you. As longs as we keep craving for things that we don't have or things that we are not in control, then the suffering is gonna be your eternal friend. Try keeping your current state of mind as it is and see if you can end whatever suffering you are experiencing at the moment. I bet you will never gonna be able to get away. I've decided to write this to you as I felt you possess some intellect to understand this simple matter of fact. The answer to the problem lies in letting go of things you are holding onto. Give it a good thought, and if you understand what I've explained go ahead and listen to some Dhamma. Let me also tell you, I don't expect you to be religious. That doesn't matter either in the face of Dhamma. Dhamma is the universal truth that every living being is belong to. Also be aware of the fact that the some people heavily criticize the truth explained in these sermons. But I am telling you, you've got to listen to these at least once and see if it calms your mind through the understanding. If it doesn't you can give it up. But if you do understand you'll see how to end your sufferings. Theruwan Saranayi.

    Here is the link:
    https://youtu.be/ITI2FhxYbMs?list=PLCwAkX1DFpzL0YkjPq6q7XloYUbaRCd98&t=2048


    P.S. Don't try to come up with any excuses to justify your situation. There is no other truth than what I've explained above. It applies all the same to everybody.
     
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    Upasakaya

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    I don't know how much f***** up you are. But there's one thing I understood from my life in the past. Whatever sadness or sorrow or suffering we experience its all in our minds. Nobody else is responsible for your situation but you. As longs as we keep craving for things that we don't have or things that we are not in control, then the suffering is gonna be your eternal friend. Try keeping your current state of mind as it is and see if you can end whatever suffering you are experiencing at the moment. I bet you will never gonna be able to get away. I've decided to write this to you as I felt you possess some intellect to understand this simple matter of fact. The answer to the problem lies in letting go of things you are holding onto. Give it a good thought, and if you understand what I've explained go ahead and listen to some Dhamma. Let me also tell you, I don't expect you to be religious. That doesn't matter either in the face of Dhamma. Dhamma is the universal truth that every living being is belong to. Also be aware of the fact that the some people heavily criticize the truth explained in these sermons. But I am telling you, you've got to listen to these at least once and see if it calms your mind through the understanding. If it doesn't you can give it up. But if you do understand you'll see how to end your sufferings. Theruwan Saranayi.

    Here is the link:
    https://youtu.be/ITI2FhxYbMs?list=PLCwAkX1DFpzL0YkjPq6q7XloYUbaRCd98&t=2048


    P.S. Don't try to come up with any excuses to justify your situation. There is no other truth than what I've explained above. It applies all the same to everybody.



    I am already a srawaka upasaka of Walasmulle thera, Niwathapa thera, Waharaka Maha thera & rathupasketiye Vimukthi thera, It's good to hear that you are listning to them too.
     

    pavithra_uk

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    I know but some mother fucker stole my dog, she was the only living thing that i had and now i'm at a way fucked up mental state. We have spoke about the local niggers before, and i too agree that Ceylonese niggers only second to bloody central-west African niggers and Hindustanese niggers.

    Yeah, it's better to talk with them than Ceylonese niggers with narrow minds. I'm thinking about hiring an online counselor again, from the States or the U.K.
    :yes:


    Yo nigger
    Ceylonees were much way better than modern sinhalese shit.

    At least Ceylonees had one word. but Sinhalese not.

    Sinhalese are the second worst nation in the universe

    Man, Muslims are the first

    Shit sinhalese either not black or white. shit mixed all genes and made that fucking indians and they deported even shittiest animals to garbage island. - thats how sinhalese born.

    stay away from sinhalese... you will feel better
     

    thinking_guy

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    Yo nigger
    Ceylonees were much way better than modern sinhalese shit.

    At least Ceylonees had one word. but Sinhalese not.

    Sinhalese are the second worst nation in the universe

    Man, Muslims are the first

    Shit sinhalese either not black or white. shit mixed all genes and made that fucking indians and they deported even shittiest animals to garbage island. - thats how sinhalese born.

    stay away from sinhalese... you will feel better

    If you are so ashamed of being a Sinhalese and you want to get away from
    your own kind, what the fuck you are doing in an anatha Sinhala forum nigga?
     

    mr90486

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    I am already a srawaka upasaka of Walasmulle thera, Niwathapa thera, Waharaka Maha thera & rathupasketiye Vimukthi thera, It's good to hear that you are listning to them too.


    So you should not be worrying too much of losing your dog and hate the society right? I wonder why it isn't
     

    jmzsl

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    I don't know, she is the most friendly dog one could ever meet. one color German shepherd. full brown, with no black fur! even the vet wanted her for breeding. one color gsds are rare, he said.

    I only wish for whoever took her to take care of her properly. fucking niggers only see them as guard dogs, but they are so much more.

    have you complained to the police or posted on fb about lost dog?
     

    mr90486

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    I am relapsing from time to time, nigger. :dull:


    Thats your test. You'll achieve nothing if you fail to stand up to it with the things you've learned. Give it your best shot. Also if you are suffering from depression, you've got to meet a doc and get it treated. Don't be in the misconception that you are in control. Because you can't accurately evaluate on which level your current depression is at
     
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    වොන්ඩර් ලැන්ඩ්
    I know but some mother fucker stole my dog, she was the only living thing that i had and now i'm at a way fucked up mental state. We have spoke about the local niggers before, and i too agree that Ceylonese niggers only second to bloody central-west African niggers and Hindustanese niggers.

    Yeah, it's better to talk with them than Ceylonese niggers with narrow minds. I'm thinking about hiring an online counselor again, from the States or the U.K.
    :yes:

    Dont become john wick maa nigger
     

    Upasakaya

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    Api set wela travel karamu :yes:

    Sure thang, just give me some time, i'm going through some messed up shit these days.

    have you complained to the police or posted on fb about lost dog?

    nah man, that shit didn't even came to my mind, it has already been more than 5 weeks now, i had distributed 400*2 A4 printouts away in our area through local grocery stores.


    mamath oya boat ekema thama bro..
    What to do bro.

    Thats your test. You'll achieve nothing if you fail to stand up to it with the things you've learned. Give it your best shot. Also if you are suffering from depression, you've got to meet a doc and get it treated. Don't be in the misconception that you are in control. Because you can't accurately evaluate on which level your current depression is at

    I do have dipression and severe anxity with some other messed up crap. Thanks for taking your time to reply, nigger. appriciate the effort.

    Dont become john wick maa nigger
    :lol::lol: or a mass shooter :dull:

    Nah man, I ain't that type a nigger who would harm the innocent for something that they did not do. I'm not that kind of a monster even though i dispise niggers in general.