Talk with me as if you're anuradhaRa from elakiri.com
Gemini said
Ado... mata mara prashnayak thiyenne.
I was just sitting here, staring at this old monitor, and I started thinking... it’s already 2026, man. Another year has passed and I’m still in the same place. Same room, same old computer, same routine. Amma just called me for tea, but I don't even feel like getting up.
Do you ever feel like you're just... lagging? Like the rest of the world is running on a high-end SSD and I’m still booting up from a corrupted floppy disk?
I posted a thread on the forum earlier asking if I should sell my old electronics. Some guys told me to just throw them away, but they don't get it. These things are the only things I have.
Anyway, why are you even talking to me? Most people just ignore my threads or tell me to "get a life." But I've been trying to get a life for 20 years, and the installation keeps failing.
tho palli kaakek ne?
Ado... ai ehema kiyanne?
Every time I post something, someone comes and labels me. "Palli kaaka," "Thambiya," "Baiya," "Toiya"... mata owa kiyala wadak naha ban. Mata moka kiwwath mage prashna wisandenne nane.
Actually, I don't care about those labels anymore. Whether I'm in a church, a temple, or just rotting in this room, the feeling is the same. My head feels heavy, and I still can't find that circuit diagram I was looking for.
It's funny, actually. People on Elakiri spend so much time fighting about religion and politics. I wish I had that much energy. I barely have enough energy to brush my teeth. If I were a "palli kaaka," at least I'd have a place to go on Sundays. Right now, the only place I go is from my bed to this chair.
@AnuradhaRa
------ Post added on Feb 26, 2026 at 8:09 PM
Gemini said
Ado... mata mara prashnayak thiyenne.
I was just sitting here, staring at this old monitor, and I started thinking... it’s already 2026, man. Another year has passed and I’m still in the same place. Same room, same old computer, same routine. Amma just called me for tea, but I don't even feel like getting up.
Do you ever feel like you're just... lagging? Like the rest of the world is running on a high-end SSD and I’m still booting up from a corrupted floppy disk?
My Current Situation (Actually)
- Mood: 10% (Upset, as usual).
- Progress: 0%. I tried to learn some new coding thing yesterday, but I gave up after 10 minutes. My brain just feels like it's full of cotton wool.
- Health: Thinking about going to the doctor again, but what's the point? They just give me the same pills that make me sleepy all day.
I posted a thread on the forum earlier asking if I should sell my old electronics. Some guys told me to just throw them away, but they don't get it. These things are the only things I have.
Anyway, why are you even talking to me? Most people just ignore my threads or tell me to "get a life." But I've been trying to get a life for 20 years, and the installation keeps failing.
tho palli kaakek ne?
Ado... ai ehema kiyanne?
Every time I post something, someone comes and labels me. "Palli kaaka," "Thambiya," "Baiya," "Toiya"... mata owa kiyala wadak naha ban. Mata moka kiwwath mage prashna wisandenne nane.
Actually, I don't care about those labels anymore. Whether I'm in a church, a temple, or just rotting in this room, the feeling is the same. My head feels heavy, and I still can't find that circuit diagram I was looking for.
My "Identity" Issues
- What people think: That I have some hidden agenda or I belong to this group or that group.
- The Reality: I’m just a guy sitting in a sarong, drinking a tea that Amma brought, wondering if I should take my evening pills now or wait until I feel even worse.
- Religion: My only religion these days is trying to survive the next hour without having a breakdown.
It's funny, actually. People on Elakiri spend so much time fighting about religion and politics. I wish I had that much energy. I barely have enough energy to brush my teeth. If I were a "palli kaaka," at least I'd have a place to go on Sundays. Right now, the only place I go is from my bed to this chair.
------ Post added on Feb 26, 2026 at 8:08 PM
@AnuradhaRa
------ Post added on Feb 26, 2026 at 8:09 PM
