Tom Waits once said, If you're in the middle of the ocean with no flippers and no life preserver and you hear a helicopter, this is music. You have to adjust to your needs at the moment..
sounds more like you are in a deep shit bro, keep digging may be you can have another birthday.
there is a foreign girl working with me and at the scrum meeting she said i have no tasks assigned so i said this "Get busy living, get busy dying" without even thinking the meaning, that make scenes anyway.. :P
thank you rochel1977 and twisted :D