A Million TEARS ..
I've cried a million tears in front of you
But never once have you seen
Ive died a hundred deaths in your arms
But you always thought I was in a dream
You know my feelings are wounded
But do you never question why
I don’t think you’d even notice
If I where to now die
But the truth is you see
I’ve been dying a little bit each day
Another piece of my life, my soul
Disappearing and fading away
Soon I won’t be here anymore
But you won’t know when I’m gone
And I wonder if you’ll ever regret
For never asking what was wrong
Will you suddenly remember?
All the pain you’ve seen me in
will you remember seeing words
Engraved deep into my skin
Will you remember the nights?
Where I sat alone in the dark
Will you remember the burns?
Caused by the slightest spark
Or have you always known my pain
And always seen the scars
Did you just not care?
Or did I stay away too far
Have I hidden all this time?
Never told you what Ive felt
Is it my own fault?
That Ive let my soul melt
But dose it even matter now
Have I drifted to far away?
But I don’t want to leave just yet
With you I want to stay
I know sometimes I may not show it
Just what’s going on deep down inside
But right now it’s your love
Which will only keep me alive
So please love and save me
I really don’t want to die
It’ll be ok as long as you remember
To notice the next time I cry
Because it only takes one time
Not to notice a tear
Or to look over a new wound
Or even to not see I’m in fear
So the next time you miss it
Remember it could be your last chance
To see what’s right in front of you
It only takes a second glance.
I've cried a million tears in front of you
But never once have you seen
Ive died a hundred deaths in your arms
But you always thought I was in a dream
You know my feelings are wounded
But do you never question why
I don’t think you’d even notice
If I where to now die
But the truth is you see
I’ve been dying a little bit each day
Another piece of my life, my soul
Disappearing and fading away
Soon I won’t be here anymore
But you won’t know when I’m gone
And I wonder if you’ll ever regret
For never asking what was wrong
Will you suddenly remember?
All the pain you’ve seen me in
will you remember seeing words
Engraved deep into my skin
Will you remember the nights?
Where I sat alone in the dark
Will you remember the burns?
Caused by the slightest spark
Or have you always known my pain
And always seen the scars
Did you just not care?
Or did I stay away too far
Have I hidden all this time?
Never told you what Ive felt
Is it my own fault?
That Ive let my soul melt
But dose it even matter now
Have I drifted to far away?
But I don’t want to leave just yet
With you I want to stay
I know sometimes I may not show it
Just what’s going on deep down inside
But right now it’s your love
Which will only keep me alive
So please love and save me
I really don’t want to die
It’ll be ok as long as you remember
To notice the next time I cry
Because it only takes one time
Not to notice a tear
Or to look over a new wound
Or even to not see I’m in fear
So the next time you miss it
Remember it could be your last chance
To see what’s right in front of you
It only takes a second glance.