So, as Some of you know, I am damned by the church and the god him self.
For speaking against some stupid teaching of our pastor. He has banned me from the Church and my parents are demanding for me to ask his forgiveness.
so I wrote a letter. Here is the letter... COPY and Paste(d) for you all to read.
Dear Father Perera,
I received the news through my Mother saying that I am banned from our holy church on the accusation of Blasphemy towards Jesus Christ and the Almighty GOD.
Also, with her notifying me of my ban, she throughly insisted that I should ask for your forgiveness and the God him self to let my soul saved on the judgment day.
However, I thought of first writing this letter and clearly outline my stance on this issue. Which I believe will benefit both of us as a messenger of GOD "you" and a normal "human" like me.
I was brought up in a strong Christian background even though my mother is still a Buddhist and I got a Buddhist name as well. But as with all Christian children I have gone to Sunday school and never missed a Mass till I was around 15.
By that age, I began to challenge my own self and my own beliefs. I asked question from my self and tried to find answers. I asked many people questions and sadly never found the answers I wanted to. It sadden me to say father, but I must confess that I lost faith in GOD(s) and all such hippocracy before I even saw my 17th Birthday.
Pastor, I am someone who always ask questions. I am someone who always stand for what I believe yet I constantly question my own beliefs as well. I like to consider my self as an evolving human being, rather than a stagnating lost soul blindly following and believing each and everything that is forced down my throat.
Father, I challenge people. I challenge their faith and their beliefs, be it about their religion or even could be their view of the best cricket player. But never in the intention of insulting anyone. It's merely to educate my own self and without education a man is a hollow casing of an empty tree bark.
I must apologize for what I am about to say father.
I get disgusted and appalled by people who blindly believe in everything and think they are the perfect creation of GOD him self. I hate to be around people who are not open to different views and people who only believe that they are right. I take every opportunity available for me to slap and kick these kind of people. Jesus Christ was not perfect, even the almighty GOD and the holy ghosts are not perfect. They have their own strengths and weaknesses.
But on the occasion which led to all these problems, YOU as a "messenger of god" acted less than a Retarded Chipmunk. I don't stand or expect such idiotic behavior from a person of your capacity.
Thus, My dear father, I believe it will be great for us both to say away from each other. You know me for more than 20 years and I presume you know me pretty well enough to know that I am not the type who's going to come begging for my salvage.
So, as a closure.
I am not going to ask for forgiveness.
I am not going to be bothered the judgment day.
I don't sincerely CARE on your decisions to keep or lift my ban from church.
May god bless you father, You walk in your own way and let me walk on my own way. You believe in GOD, I believe in my self and I know that's the ultimate faith any man should have.
Believing in your own self.
Yours faithfully
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(my real name)
For speaking against some stupid teaching of our pastor. He has banned me from the Church and my parents are demanding for me to ask his forgiveness.
so I wrote a letter. Here is the letter... COPY and Paste(d) for you all to read.
Dear Father Perera,
I received the news through my Mother saying that I am banned from our holy church on the accusation of Blasphemy towards Jesus Christ and the Almighty GOD.
Also, with her notifying me of my ban, she throughly insisted that I should ask for your forgiveness and the God him self to let my soul saved on the judgment day.
However, I thought of first writing this letter and clearly outline my stance on this issue. Which I believe will benefit both of us as a messenger of GOD "you" and a normal "human" like me.
I was brought up in a strong Christian background even though my mother is still a Buddhist and I got a Buddhist name as well. But as with all Christian children I have gone to Sunday school and never missed a Mass till I was around 15.
By that age, I began to challenge my own self and my own beliefs. I asked question from my self and tried to find answers. I asked many people questions and sadly never found the answers I wanted to. It sadden me to say father, but I must confess that I lost faith in GOD(s) and all such hippocracy before I even saw my 17th Birthday.
Pastor, I am someone who always ask questions. I am someone who always stand for what I believe yet I constantly question my own beliefs as well. I like to consider my self as an evolving human being, rather than a stagnating lost soul blindly following and believing each and everything that is forced down my throat.
Father, I challenge people. I challenge their faith and their beliefs, be it about their religion or even could be their view of the best cricket player. But never in the intention of insulting anyone. It's merely to educate my own self and without education a man is a hollow casing of an empty tree bark.
I must apologize for what I am about to say father.
I get disgusted and appalled by people who blindly believe in everything and think they are the perfect creation of GOD him self. I hate to be around people who are not open to different views and people who only believe that they are right. I take every opportunity available for me to slap and kick these kind of people. Jesus Christ was not perfect, even the almighty GOD and the holy ghosts are not perfect. They have their own strengths and weaknesses.
But on the occasion which led to all these problems, YOU as a "messenger of god" acted less than a Retarded Chipmunk. I don't stand or expect such idiotic behavior from a person of your capacity.
Thus, My dear father, I believe it will be great for us both to say away from each other. You know me for more than 20 years and I presume you know me pretty well enough to know that I am not the type who's going to come begging for my salvage.
So, as a closure.
I am not going to ask for forgiveness.
I am not going to be bothered the judgment day.
I don't sincerely CARE on your decisions to keep or lift my ban from church.
May god bless you father, You walk in your own way and let me walk on my own way. You believe in GOD, I believe in my self and I know that's the ultimate faith any man should have.
Believing in your own self.
Yours faithfully
------
(my real name)


