AtulaSiriwardane said:
Upeksha not toward what happens outside. what stimulated inside. So that you act only because you know that is harmful.. Not out of that emotion.
If you see somthing wrong or harmful still you don't feel that it is wrong that is Moha-ignorance.. you ignore it.
Even Buddha talked about wrong acts.. Dhammapada is full of them.
Athula I dont think you are getting what the Upeksha really means here, the way you have acted especially within the past 48 hours is very distant from what your lectures trying to depict here!
You still deny that you have been acting funny from the moment there were rumors going on that the "WAR ended", as if you are trying to enforce something into people's mind set, you are jumping into conclusions......
I HIGHLY DOUBT THIS IS HOW A PERSON WITH UPEKSHA WOULD BEHAVE!!
Upeksha means the being neutral being even and not getting carried away by things.. I'll be honest with you, I can't do that... definitely not 100%, its not an easy thing to do when you are bonded by many attachments in the path of life we chose to live!
Many people chose not to get carried away by the situation although we saw a lot of threads in EK beforehand, many people eagerly waited to see what happens before commenting blindly and jumping into dumb conclusions...
Those people however had more "Upeksha" than you, you couldn't take it

you were clearly disturbed so much so you did or did not realize that you were actually spamming and flooding the board with same thread over and over again....
Where were your awareness and upeksha?
AtulaSiriwardane said:
I don't know what you really mean..which moment
Scroll down to the reply where I have given an example with a link!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
Till he did it I didn't believe he would do that... I wrote with that belief then.
Not that he couldn't finish...I believe he could finish it earlier and I thought he would prolong war.
I think he tried to but western countries pressurised him. Thats how I see it.
Aha! you did not believe that he would finish the WAR then, now you are grateful to him... so at that time your *awareness* has deceived you!
Majority of the people in this forum believed that he could, so while you giving us lectures about the so called *awareness* school kids of this forum at least in this incident had more *awareness* on the matter then you do!
So there's a lesson for you to learn, your *awareness* was blinded by something, now its time for you to find out... by what? if you really care you'll look into what I'm saying here.. its just plain simple!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
Awareness of them, their actions, words... changes..
Knowledge never becomes 100%.
I actually don't worry..
But I watch... and learn more and more about them and about myself... My life with others greatly improved bu Elakiri life..(Thank you all who intervene and read my threads..and Elakiri staff, and owners)
So does other's!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
Why not...? To everyone...
GREAT!!! I'll remember that one.. and you too will have to remember here after because I will refer to this conversation, its not gonna go anywhere any sooner!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
As I said I usually think Army as an extension of the Govt.. not an individual force. So my suspicions were not about Army.. on the Govt. and I don't have to say Sorry, because they were not conclusions..
And were you expecting the Army to function without a govt.?
And if Sri Lanka ever function under a Military govt. do you expect to see a perfect govt.?
Once you posted something like this "Soldiers had killed more than 2,800 civilians", actually when you read the report the actual heading reads like this "Sri Lanka rejects U.N. allegations on civilian deaths"
You being as sarcastic as ever.. took a part from where it says "Sri Lanka's government
rejected on Saturday U.N. allegations that
soldiers had killed more than 2,800 civilians"
What were you expecting from these? is this the awareness and upeksha you talk about? Is this upeksha at all?
BTW here's the link if you've forgotten
http://www.elakiri.com/forum/showthread.php?t=160300
AtulaSiriwardane said:
Buddha does not want us to believe even his teachings which come to us second hand. He want us to test and understand.
I don't believe in anyone...
So I don't expect anyone to believe in anything I say or others say..
But I wish they would think and try to measure the points.
I dont know why you dragging Buddha into the conversation!
Anyway I'm referring to the highlighted part of your reply... just as much you urge people to measure thier points before making a statement I urge you to do the same.. this is a comment made by you only a few weeks ago!
Yuddhe iwara wenna, onna menna...
(for so long..)
and how long?
Only God knows...
Did you measure all points before making this comment?
AtulaSiriwardane said:
I didn't say that one should not be happy. I am happy that LTTE was over for some reason. Others too can be happy for their own reasons.
HAHAHA

YES!! then what's the point of asking them "lets see how long it will last?", you know the true nature of it... but you are just trying to be cheeky, that's the only conclusion here!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
I am not against those emotions or qualities.. What I point out is misusing, exploiting of them.. like Wimal Weerawansha's Deshapremaya..
Aha! now why are you trying to discriminate Wimal Weerawansha followers?
Remember what you said few lines before (have a glance now) you said
Buddha does not want us to believe even his teachings which come to us second hand. He want us to test and understand.
So how do you know?... these people whom follow Wimal must
trying out to understand first, you are now jumping into conclusions about them saying he exploits people's emotions.. why not give them a chance.. you have to... because you said it!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
There are many aspects.. some example...
Conventionally killing in war by Army is right and killing by Terrorsts is wrong. Ultimately killing is a bad karma.
Conventionally Politicians who can win hearts of people would gain power. Ultimately Politicians who deceive people and exploite country, commit a bad karma.
So this will apply to other things too the same way!
Conventionally people will be happy about killing a group of terrorists but ultimately the real situation is they are only celebrating the death of another human being!
But it is the conventional way of life we chose to live, why are you trying apply the ultimate laws here? this is where you show people a circle and a square it just does not fit, not even for you, I hope you understand that much!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
Perhaps because you are Pro-Govt...
If you see something wrong with me, no matter your attitude toward me you will be called Anti-Atula.
My concern is the people out there who suffer with all this.. War, price hikes, Corruption... I want to know the tendency of people about other people..because I can't do anything.. When how ignorant people about their own misfortuns my burden becomes less.
That concern may be a natural tendency.. I had it from childhood, very early in my life.
Yes I'm pro-govt. I'm not scared to say it and everybody knows it!
But I don't support everything they do, if you ask me, I prefer this govt. 90% because I believed this is the ONLY govt. which could make a stand against this long running problem... today.. I'm honestly happy knowing I was infact right!!
You classified people as mis fortunate because they elected a govt. of corruptions, price hikes and war? well here's news for you.... ALL THESE WERE ISSUES WITH OTHER GOVTS TOO, AND FROM TODAY YOU CAN TAKE OUT WAR FROM THE LIST!
So I'd say people are more fortunate next month than they were ever before!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
In truth, Govt is Anti people, so I look like Anti-Govt.
I am aware of both.. two polarities of life. Because, negative side is what you mostly miss and mostly iignore... You want only positive... This question is the proof.
And that is the major problem others have with me.
This answer is proof about your biasness, why do you talk about me.. maybe I'm not an expert in being as neutral as you... but you should not care whether its negative or positive, if you were really neutral you should have given chance for both!
YOU DID NOT!!
AtulaSiriwardane said:
Actually no...
When you talk on conventional level for one thing there are hundred ways to define, or respond, or criticize... So you can't make everybody happy. I think you are, so you see others are...
You have concluded that Anti-Govt=UNP... But I am not inclined toward current UNP. I really have liked only 3 Sinhalese politicians. D.S.Senanayaka for his strong, leadership.. From my point of view he is the last real leader we had. Dudely Senanayaka for his kindness and lack of attachment for power. I believe he maintained the leadership with the natural tendency. And Lalith Athulathmudaly for his inteligence and lack of the political qualities..
I liked Premadas and Mahinda both till they become prime ministers and lost trust watching how did they behave.

I dont know how does this reply answers this statement that I made!
Your *awareness* as everybody can see... is politically biased!! Is that how *awareness* suppose to be?
I can't read your mind on how neutral you are on issues, but I can judge from what you do... lets leave this to the EK members to answer where you stand!
And I bet they know well
