Poems that i wrote

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hey guys if anyone's interested in poetry, these are some of the stuff that i wrote! :D it'd be awesome if you guys read them and comment how you feel about them. I'm actually planning to publish a book with these poems. So you guys feedback is much appreciated! :D :D thanks in advance!!

here's my blog link and FB fan page link if any of you guys are interested in following my work!

http://www.facebook.com/ragu.de.ferdi

http://ragu-loner.blogspot.com/
 
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Growing Old With You

May be it’s your smile that deludes me
Or may be its just your eyes that blind me
Or may be it’s the dreams that stab me
Or maybe not having you is what kills me

I know things are not what they used to be
And that you may not love me anymore
But there are countless thoughts left unsaid in me
Thoughts that hide deep down in my core

I wish I could have you every night by my side
Wake up to submerse in your hazel eyes
To wash away in to your arms by your smiling tides
And there I’ll stay forever, hiding in your eyes

I wanna do all the silly things with you
Fighting over, whether she looks like me or you
Waking you up in the morning, may be around two
Hey honey I just wanted to say I love you

I wish I could grow old with you
To see it getting stronger by the day
To count the wrinkles in your face and tell you
I don’t know how,
but you’re getting lovelier everyday

I may be naive, for wishing things that might long be lost
But it is me and my heart, for we long what we lost
It’s not your touch or kiss that I miss
Just the love that brings me bliss

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Poet In Love

Shall I compare thee to the moon?
Serene as an infant
Mild as the dew that falls from leaves
But no; for even moon veils herself
Behind the shadows
Shamed by the radiance,
Radiance of the
Enigma that surrounds you
Let it fascinate me
Let the gods be intoxicated
Let the misery befall upon them
For they are no mortals
To be beside you
May the angels envy
The beauty that conspire thee
May the angels conceal themselves
Before you; May they crave
Crave the grandeur you possess
Unreachable you are
But I still hope
Untouchable you are
But I still wish
For I am but a firefly
A firefly in love with the light
Flames of a candle
Knowing it shall be the end
But to get closer I must
For you are the lines
Lines of my unfinished poem
Poet I am; Poem you shall be mine
Poet I am; A Poet In Love

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Counselling With A Prostitue

Another glass of margarita, no may be a tequila
To get through the night and its vile beasts
They walk in, they walk out; but not me
No; not tonight, not till dawn

Here comes another, it’s been a hectic ride so far
Can I keep on? I have to,
It’s not as if I have an option otherwise
Each has their own part to play

This one seems to stand out from the rest
With his weary eyes and forgotten gaze
They say that a man’s eyes talk better than his mouth
So far they have told me nothing but the truth

And I laid down inviting him in, inside
But he seemed confused as he sat beside me
He was questioning himself, reaching for the stars
It was another that he was seeking; not what I had to offer

This was not what I expected, the watery eyes
Usually they are filled red with lust
But in him I see otherwise, something unlike
Something I’ve never seen,
throughout all these lonely nights

He looked ragged in his shabby clothes
And worn out with his passive presence
Something about him made me sad
His mere sight reassured my feelings

I tried to comfort him, as I laid my hand on his back
He looked alarmed, yet he accepted it
He pierced in to the depths I hide deep inside
When I asked him “what’s wrong?”

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Counselling With A Prostitue | Thoughts That Left Behind

What’s wrong? She asks me
A question I’ve been wondering myself
If Only she knew, If only I could tell
But it doesn’t matter, not anymore

She looks so baffled, staring in to my eyes
As if trying to read me, yet failing so far
What’s wrong again she asks, you can tell me
And maybe I will, I told myself

Have you ever thought about dying?
No she replied, why should I?
Simple enough, I thought, for a simple being
Thought is futile, where lust dwells

But it’s not easy being this, this self she confessed
It is easier to collapse and no one might know
I moan when I’m not, and scream when I’m not
May be death is not that bad as everyone claims

It’s surprising how people never cease,
Never cease to amaze me, I thought
As a smile dawned upon me, may be
Just may be thoughts still dwell in her

You must be so lonely, to pay for audience
Are the questions it, or is there more?
And she stalled in to drops of awkward
Inviting me with her longing eyes

With that we plunged in to an ocean of pleasure
Our naked bodies grooving to sounds we make
Sweat is just another coincidence that unite us
As her screams of silence left my heart

I was pulling my pants up, when she asked
So what’s your story? You never told me
It’s not likely it’ll ever leave her, I thought
May be, just may be only this time

Life is filled with turns and twist you don’t see
And sometimes you see the end, right through a turn
May be, just maybe it’s not what you expect, to face alone
Here’s the money, and with that I left

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Aphrodite | The Goddess Of Love

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways
Be it forever, infinite shalt not stand in my way
Though hate were to roam in its rightful place
Ti`s love that burn my heart in vein
I’ve trod by far and beyond one’s strength
Yonder thy heart perished mine with no breath
What paints the nights, ever I’ve pondered
Beneath thy beauty I found my answer
Love’s first love, thine own self be
For thee bring forth the Eden’s eve
Let the gods curse, their wrath let it fall on me
For I’ve held thy hand, destined with beauty
Poets shalt linger in thine eyes so deep
Lost in thy gaze, a poetry that seep
Words of thy art better left unsaid
Thou art more than words that ever laid
Thee be my worship, my solitude hymn
Thee be my love
The love that maketh the cupid’s lines

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Lost In Cartoons

Pooh without his Honey
Mickey without Miney
Sponge bob without Patrick
Jimmy without his Brain
Tom without Jerry
Bugs Bunny without Carrot
Scooby without Shaggy
Asterix without Obelix
Tin Tin without Snowy
Shrek without Donkey
Aladdin without Genie
Cinderella without the Glass Shoe
Snow White without her Apple
Beast without Beauty
Me without You!!!
Need I say how much I miss you?

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Crimson Eve

Find me here
Where winds stay still
The crimson fades the sky
I wait for you
The twilight twinkles in your eyes
Moon never rose
Sun never sank
Stars never glowed
Without you
Is this beauty or is it just you?
Is this ecstasy or is it just your touch?
Count with me to infinite
Walk with me to horizon
For I love being with you
For this, I hope never end
To moon, to stars
I compare you not
For each has its flaws
moon it is to drown; unto day
Stars they vanish; without a trace
But not you
Eyes they keep searching for you
Words they just fall behind
Whispers, they scream out your name
Hold my hands
Hold me; I fear nothing
Angel of mine
Beloved,
May this be in your name
So long the sun dawns
Wind blows
Ocean rumbles
Lives this,
breathing into my love eternal

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Rain

I keep staring at you
Beautiful, yet so silent
Why am I searching?
those sparkling eyes, for a lost answer
Does it have to end this way?
Rain, rain come again
I want to drench my pain away
I want to see my way within you

I was afraid of rain before
For thunders, lightning it brings afore
Frightened, I stayed in the dark
Searched for a light that I never found
Rain, rain come again
Rinse myself of my sins away
I want to drown myself again in you

Tread through paths, along the scorching sun
Thought I convinced myself
Never to be when it’s raining again
Yet here I am, longing for you
Searching for a light that I never found
Raging thunders, blazing lightning
I heed you not
Be gone, for all I’ve long is to rain to fall
Fall upon us
Rain, rain come again
Breathe the life unto me I wait
I want to live myself again with you

Rain it will come one day
Someday until then I wait
Wait till it to shower me, surround me
With its gentle drops of warmth
Once its here, will not let it leave
Rain, rain come again
Cleanse me of lonesome and its pains
Let me survive till spring is here again

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Coffee with Solitude

The words seemed to have lost their ways
The tides seemed to have drawn my pain
And the road, it seems so long
Long, for my grieving feet

I will wait
Wait till the dusk to dawn, and the lights to twinkle
Wait till the heart finds its way, amidst these waves
Waves of lonesome solitude

But the front porch is still empty
Staring towards the distant rumble
And the coffee still tastes the same
Same without your words

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A Flawless Night

A flawless night
A flawless sky
Raindrops pour
But with no sound
No sound
But your breath
Feel nothing
But your divine touch
As if I’m soaring
And drowning at the same time
Your heart is racing
While mine’s ceasing
Wonder why you feel
Not like others
As if a figment
Of mine, within
Can you hear?
The violins
Of a heaven so far
Rhythm we move
As if in a trance
Wish the time would pause
For it feels like ever
Wish we could go on
Nothing else matters
World asleep
We lie awake
A flawless sky
A flawless night

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Black And White

Life is black and sometimes white
Is what I’ve known in weak and might
But then at the end I saw the light
That life is not always black and white

Life is not always black and white
And not every man realizes its plight
At first one might think he’s right
In the end he’ll realize he’s all but right

And here I am helpless but still alive
Striving to find those thoughts I once declined
To find those colors that never aligned
To grasp the world in its clear mind

I remember the days before, the days I used to slay
Heartless killer they called me, for behind me the dead lay
Oh! How I strived to keep my murderous dreams at bay
But as if a frenzy, I only see the sword in my hand play

I’m an artist; art I create on my foe with red
Am I not gifted? For I stand while they lie smothered in red
I’m a musician; my music is where my sword is met
This is my symphony, for my enemy that l brought death

The silky night dawns for us to breathe again
Fear subdued the caged as their eyes led pain
Slowly they rose, with hate running through their veins
May be not today they prey, though they know in vain

Its pity how these creatures struggle for a single night
Kicking, punching and cursing hoping that it might,
Hoping that it might save them from beast, perhaps tonight
As with every creature it’ll be a long night of taming, tonight

It’s the sweet fragrance, the scarlet color that I craved
Not glory nor riches, like others have me enslaved
Even if the Greeks fell and the Trojans are to be saved
I’d still be slaughtering all that’ll stand for earth to be paved

But Troy fell on one moonless night and Greeks stormed in
And I killed and I slew all I can, not knowing what it might win
An arrow was aimed and sang to me, as my armor took it in
As it sang its final “tidings from Hedes for you I bring”

I heard a silent sigh beside me, as I turned around
To find a man who I thought I killed without any doubt
He was a priest and what he said left me astound
For I finally understood all that had me bound

“I am man of god; devoted to all good that man can see
And you as I heard as merciless as a man can ever be
If I am to be pure as white, dark as black you should be
If white and black are only, how dead can we be? “

“Son life is not always black and white
There are many hidden beyond our sight”
And he fell with those words from his plight
I will soon follow, for now I finally see the light

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