Poems that i wrote

[RaguXt]

Loner | Outcast Of Love

I dream
A dream with you and me
Dancing amongst the stars
A dream, we are flying
Beside the clouds
Free as the birds
You’re not mine
And never be mine
But I still dream
Friend I am
But a lover to you
Everything you are
But a friend to me
You, a queen beautifully divine
Let it blind me, your beauty
Let it leave me senseless, bewildered
For you it is you I long
For it is you I wait
But never the day
Come along you feel
Feel how I feel for you
Know you hear them a million times
From him; never from me
I love you
But you’ll never know
It hurts me
To see you being with him
Know you’re his though
My heart does not
Is this betrayal
Or is it just love?
Confine me
For I not know this
Guilt surrounds me
For this is forbidden
If not with you
Am I to walk alone?
Outcast of love; loner
Alone I shall walk

 

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Joker

Smile, it’s such a simple thing
Such simple reasons behind it
Yet it’s still confusing,
So confusing, how people mistake it

People mistake it, and often mislead it
Misuse it, and then they misread it
Ah! All the pretense I see around me
Will there ever be any sincerity?

They scream, and they ask
You smile, even when you’re not
Liar why at us you bark?
When you smile, even when you’re not

True, I smile and I always do
Because I never had a choice, unlike you
I had to smile, even though it hurts
Inside I’m dying, and it’s no comfort

Pretend, pretend and I pretend
Living my life in a perfect lie
It is my curse, cursed is the life I spend
Lying to make you smile

It’s not easy being laughed at
Not easy being pointed at
But someone has to wear this cursed smile
and to smile, even when you’re not

 

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Without You

Oh! Sun, do not rise I plead
not without her, for a world without her
not for me,
Let me be in dark alone
leave me to dream
a dream with her

Oh! Moon; hide yourself I beseech
for you remind me of her
Of her heavenly gaze
Mild but so radiant
Beaming upon the dark unseen

Oh! Stars, twinkle not
For you remind me the nights with her
The gleam in her eyes
The whisper in her voice
the tremble in her lips
And the sweet words she spoke

Flowers, not bloom I prey
not bloom to another, but her
for the beauty surrounds you; be her
The colors of love on petals that flutter
they leave colors so vivid
In my heart, soul and life

Birds, do not fly I beg
For you remind me the times
The memories with her
Holding hands, with smiles that still lingers
The moments my heart soar high
Reminds me of the times
Times that flew by

Winds, not blow I plead
For you bring me her fragrance
From heavens faraway
Searching for the perfect words
Words of divine

Not a hope, not a word
it’s the silence that kills me
Not love but pain
That will love me

 

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My New Constitution

I thought, I thought a lot
I thought of a new constitution
Something new for me

It’s quite simple once you get to know
A vision so revolting no one can say no
It’s for the heartbroken and fools
Who though that girls could guide them through
Know this is not for the faint hearted
For it breaks many hearts after it gets started

It consists of just four rules
Which makes it so fool proof
First, make it nothing but sex
Or else you’ll be left with a hole in the heart
Second, never mess with your friends ex
It always ends with you torn apart
Third, be swift with the start and in the end
And be long gone before she even has a clue
Never mind the start but be slow in the end
You’ll have a girl sticking to you just like glue

Yes it’s awesome I know
So awesome no one can say no
Follow it and you’ll never be sorry
Coz you’ll never have anything to worry

Oh! The forth I almost forgot
Most important of all I got
Make love, but always with a glove
Or start changing the diapers from now

 

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Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time I was a prince

Wandering along the fairy tales
A quest to find the one, my true love
The quest was thorny; though I did all but to fail
All in vain for I didn’t find you my love

Snow white, you are paler than the snow
We started dating and then began the show
I was head over heels in love with you, thought you were the one
But later only I realized that this is just the chapter one

You were my first love, but with a dwarf you ran away
I used to wonder almost all the time, how did that make way?
I was bitter, but I had to move on
My love; she was still out there, so I moved on

Cinderella next you were
The night we danced is still a blur
Oh! How I loved that night with you
Pity! It’s the only one with you

Why, oh! Why did you leave the glass shoe?
My butler found and sold that shoe
Guards they say, they never saw you
And all seem to ruin,
Ruin the chance I had with you

So next as I sat on to find you, beauty as they told
You were no one to compare with , behold
So true their words, for all I left was with wordless
Hideous, your face was all I remembered
As I dashed away leaving you clueless

Mermaid you be the one for me I thought, I hoped
Lying naked with men encircled was the one I sought
50 bucks per hour they said she charged
After all that men? I’d rather eat a thosai and fart

And so I left, convinced that you’ll be the last
The one who sleeps beneath the woods so vast
I pierced through the woods, making my way through
Thinking of all I’d do once I get to you

I slayed the dragon, killed all who stood in my way
To reach your chamber, so elegant as the legends say
And there you slept, touched by no one
Waiting for a kiss, a kiss from someone

Fear not my love, for I am here; the one you’ll marry
Together we’ll raise kids, that one day will make us happy
To make her forget of her worries, I kissed
As I did I found out that I’m kissing a dead body

Moral 1 - If it's that hard to find a decent girl in the fairy tales, do we have to talk about the real life?
Moral 2 - It's harder for a guy to find a decent girl, than for a girl to find a decent guy
Moral 3 - Never trust a girl with a dwarf

 

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Do I Make You Proud?

Eight years have gone and I’m still counting
Reminiscing those days keeps my heart pounding
I wish I had time, more time to know you
But things happened so fast, leaving me without you

Yes, life has been so much of a burden since you left
I’m barely alive seeing through things that I went
I was just a kid, how could you leave me?
You lying so still, numb; something I’ll never believe
I had no tears, thoughts were just fierce
How could you just leave? How can I believe?

Days, months I waited by the window
Hoping to see you coming through the front door
After day’s work like you always did
I waited long but you never did
I couldn’t comprehend, I was just a kid
How am I to? Explain; that’s something you never did
How am I to know? Farewell you so soon bid

I never understood
Why on birthdays alone I stood
Why no celebrations I pondered
May be I’m not important, I wondered
“May be he might come today,” I thought
“Magically, like in the movies” I hoped
Hopes and thoughts, foolish they were
“Childish dreams “I heard myself whisper

To see you even once I wish I could
To tell you how I missed you then I could
To say those words those were lost between us
To tell how I love you before the words forgets us
Oh! How I wish you were here with me
To show you all what happened with me

We could’ve checked all the hot chicks in the town
You’d have given me tips and the care to take them around
We’d have gone to movies and hang out like friends
Like you told mom before it all had to end

But I am still here and you’re not
Dreaming over someone, someone who’s not
With one question I’m left, a question for you
With what I am, with who I am
With what I’ve done

 

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