Ruined Everything
I bottle up the emotions I have deep inside.
I don't let them go, till they pour out like overtide.
Because bottled emotions devour your soul.
I don't know what to do when they take control.
I wouldn't like to hurt you or make you cry.
I just want to get even for the times you lie.
Slowly moving away with lots of stealth.
Avoiding the things you say, to protect my mental health.
Why do you torture the soul that once had love?
Why would you keep the free-flying dove?
Can't you see some things are better left to how they were?
Why did you change? It seems like the old you's a blur.
The things you say to me get stuck in my head.
Just like a bullet that is full of lead.
I tried to fake a smile I tried to fake a laugh.
I tried to put my heart back together, but I could only find half.
Now I'm nothing to you, no one at all.
I was your best friend last time I recall.
We used to be so close no one could tear us apart.
Now I dont even know if I have a place in your heart.
I know I mess up constantly and we both start to fight.
I just wish it could be like back then, when we were tight.
