ahhh and reading some of ur posts brings me to a story. sicne im from a town where there was nothing to do, people started smoking weed very young. i started smoking cigarettes from 12 years and i tried marijuana at 13.
well, one day i was smoking a joint that had already been rolled by this girl. she was mad at me from a few months before cuz i dated a guy that she liked. anyways, after i smoked it with the girl and another guy i noticed it taseted reallllll funny. well i walked back home, and as i was walking into the door, it hit me.
it was something i can never explain to make people understand how i felt. everything looked like it was made of water, kinda like i was in a dream. and i was moving in slow motion. my grandmother saw me and asked me wat was wrong thats when i flipped. i kept blacking out, and when i would come to, i was down in the floor kiciking and screaming like something was after me, my uncle had to hold me down i blacked out over and over again and when i came to he was holding my arms cuz i was going crazy.
the next day at school i was still feeling the effects of it and everyone was asking me am i high, and i told my story to one of the girls cousin, and guess wat. she told me that that girl had rolled the weed with crack ash, cuz she had done the same thing to the girl at school when she got mad at her. anyways needless to say, i am now 23 years old, i dont smoke weed, i dont drink and i dont do any kinda drugs wat so ever. i still smoke which is something i am working on at the moment. trying to quit which had been hard in the past. now for me, my babies r more important that feeling any kind of high.
BUT
i know this girl and a sl guy, they have 2 babies, but alllll they want to do is get drunk and smoke weed. and i have stepped back and looked at my life thinking, u know, now i see myself in a better light, b.c i know i am not lik that, always thinking about getting high. and the girl, when she was pregnant all she would say is "i cant wait til this baby is out cuz i need a drink and a blunt". when i was pregnant all i kept thinking and saying is i cannot wait til my baby is out so i can hold her and see her finally!!! i guess its the mentality that people get once they have been smoking weed and drinking for so long, nothing will change them, not even the greatest gift from God.