Tears of mine
If my tears could speak....
they would say some thousand lies...
lies about my Hypocrisy
Lies about the Scars of My life...
So...
I better left them...untold and unsaid...
and started to walk through this life...
Silently...
unnoticed by anyone...
But...
then I found something...penetrating in my Soul...
Those were the tears of past...
without a last...
I rolled them back...
And continued to walk....
To An Ocean…where I decided to submerge these tears of mine...
Oh! Tears of mine...
When I approached to the Ocean...
He asked in his heavy ricocheting voice…
The reason for my Tears…
I felt nostalgic but remained silent…
He denied for submission of my tears in it….
For my question he replied -
"Yet I’ve the same salt in every drop of mine…
But it’s very less as compared to you tears….
They are just announcing the Story of someone’s lies….
Your tears are of Pain…
Oh! I am going insane…"
After facing the unwillingness of Ocean…
I was surrounded with confusion…
About my tears!!
My precious tears!!!!
Even I don’t know how…
But then I found myself in a palace of clouds…
I rolled the same tear from my eyes…
And it dropped on a Blue cloud…
Suddenly! Its color changed….
From blue to gray to black…
Oh! My tear….
What’ve you done…?
I just dropped back and starting searching for my tear in that heavy black cloud...
I searched for long hours….
And…ah! Finally…I got that tear of mine….
Back with the same pain and same shine…
I don’t want my tear to get converted into rain…
I don’t want anyone to experience this same pain…
Then I started running….
Just to find a place to hide these tears…
Oh! Tears of mine…
Poor tears of mine…
I went everywhere….
From land to air…
From clowns to hares….
But I found nowhere…
A suitable place just to drop these tears…
I was so disguised and scattered
Finally, I went back to my home…
Without any hopes…
I walked silently….still unnoticed and undiscovered by this damn life…
Tried to talk with these Tears…
But they again sung a melody…
About the same lies…
The same unhealed wounds of my life…
Then…..With a lot of struggle and pain
I finally got my tears into my hands…
To my surprise….They started laughing at me…
They no longer wanted to remain in my eyes…
For them….it was just a shelter of memories…
Then I asked my heart to accept these tears of mine….
And as always...my heart smiled….
And gave me a beautiful place
For these tears of mine…
So, I finally locked my tears into my heart….
And oh!! What a tiring journey it was…
For both…..my tears and me…..
I tried to be normal…
Not showing anyone that I was missing something in my Life…
Those were the tears of my eyes…
I got back into my mirror….
And looked upon my reflection….
I was unable to recognize myself…
Yet I won from this world….
But...I was lost inside… I was lost inside…
I don’t know how...But again…
That same blue tear dropped down…
Not from my eyes…but from my heart this time…
My heart was crying…
But still I was faking a smile….
Not only my heart…Even my soul, my conscience and even my Life was itself crying….
But now I still managed to smile…
And let no one know that I'm crying…
Let no one know that I'm crying…
So…this was an untold story about tears of mine…
Poor tears of mine!!
Tears about my hypocrisy…
Tears about the scars of my LIFE…
