hey its not your fault you should understand that.i feel so guilty now... i could have saved his life!!!!
feel like this is my fault, you guys have no idea how does it feel now!!!!!
what i have to tell you ppl is,
when someone has a problem and telling you abt it,
ALWAYS THINK THAT HE'S GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE!!!
that's what i only missed!! i never thought like that. and shit happned!!
i tried my best!! but i could have done more. I defa will if i knew he'd do sumtin like this!!
this was the end of our conversation,
but he might have lived some hours or minutes cuz of me!! but i always feel the otherway roundCode:[6/24/2011 10:37:12 PM] Malith Sanka: thanks machan karapu udawwata [6/24/2011 10:37:20 PM] Malith Sanka: dawasaka set wemu [6/24/2011 10:37:29 PM] Malith Sanka: edata kata karamu [6/24/2011 10:49:02 PM] bacardi: ah no prob machan [6/24/2011 10:49:16 PM] bacardi: aniwa set wemu T.C [6/24/2011 10:49:23 PM] Malith Sanka: aniwa machan [6/24/2011 10:49:31 PM] Malith Sanka: TC
feel like im a murderer!!
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ඔව් මචන් සහතික ඇත්ත. ආදරය කරන්න කවුරු නැතත් අම්ම ඉන්නව, තාත්ත ඉන්නව. අක්ක, අයිය මල්ලි ඉන්නව. තමන්ගෙ පවුලෙ අය ඉන්නව තමන් එක්ක ගොඩාක් වෙලාවට ලඟ ඉන්නෙ ඒ අය විතරයි.
කෙල්ලෙක් නිසා මචන් බලහන් මේ අසරණ කොල්ල, දෙමාපියො, යාළුවො..
අද කොච්චර නම් දුක් වෙනව ඇතිද.![]()
අපි මෙහෙම හරි මේ ත්රේඩ් එකක් දැකල, කෙටි කාලෙක දැන හඳුනගැනීමකින් මේ වගේ දුකක් ඇති වෙන්නෙ.
ජීවිත කාලෙම ලඟ හිටිය අම්මයි තාත්තයි මොන තරම් දුක් වෙනව ඇතිද. මේ ත්රේඩ් එක බලන කවුරුත් මචන්ල කවදාවත් කෙල්ලෙක් බෑ කීව කියලවත් කෙල්ලෙක්ගෙ මොනම ප්රශ්ණයක් නිසාවත් මේ වගේ තීරණයක් නම් ගන්න එපා.
ත්රේඩ් දාපල්ල, අපි අනිවා උඹලට උදව් කරන්නම්. දාස් වතාවක් හරි හිතහල්ල මේ වගේ තීරණයක් ගන්න කලින්. එක්කනෙක් නැතුවට, කී දෙනක් ඉන්නවද තමන් වෙනුවෙන්. උදව් කරන්න, ආදරේ කරන්න..
මට මේ වගේ දේවල් දරන්න අමාරුයි.
උඹල කවුරු උනත් කවදාවත් මෙහෙම තීරණ නම් ගන්න එපා කිසිම හේතුවක් නිසා!![]()
paw bn,,balapn me kella uta kerapu de..
machan suiside kiuwe u mona keragenada bn mehema wela tiyenne..
නිවන් සැප ලැබේවා මචං... ආපහු කවදාවත් මේ වගේ මරණයක් අත් වෙන්න එපා.








affa.. paw bn,, oya feeling eka heartbreak unu onema kenekta enawa bn,,gela walalagena



affa.. paw bn,, oya feeling eka heartbreak unu onema kenekta enawa bn,,
but malith akata overreact kerala.. keranna deyak na bn,, una de una..![]()
If he did get another chance, he would've known that you cannot rely on anybody else except you. Simply you cannot rely on the person you love for the entire life. It's just a matter of time that you're left alone. Some people are lucky enough to be with the same person that they love for the rest of their lives. But some don't, maybe most.
You should be ready to leave when you're asked to. It doesn't matter what the reason is. If he/she does not want you anymore in their life, then you have to leave. It's hard. But you must. You should not blame anyone. Neither yourself. You have to live with it. When we are in love, we love the feeling of living in a dream world. We always tend to believe that we are born to be with each other. He/she will never let you down or will never leave you. You will never leave him/her. That's the nature of love. Because we believe in true love.
But the truth is you never know when he/she changes her mind. Even your own mind could change with time. It's just a matter of time. No one can tell. When that happens you should be ready. You should move on.
If he got another chance, he would have learnt that life worth more than anything else. He would have learnt that we could do wonders with the limited time of our life. We could make someone else happy. You may lose the person you love. But you have a whole world to love. There are people who needs love. Who needs your help. So you need to live. he would have known that, if just he got another chance.
I feel really sad today.
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