Guys i need advice to meditate, i cant focus on any work im doing and its very hard for me to fall a sleep at night. restless sleeps
...i was like this since i can remember. So where do i start? And im a Vegan. 
...i was like this since i can remember. So where do i start? And im a Vegan. 
What good does that bring to this Thread ?
I'm not trying to be an asshole but what the fuck.
Dont mean to be a asshole, but go mind your own fucking business 

You are mentally depressed you must have failed in a lot of things you tried meditation wont help go to a shrink.