I was the hunter and they were the victims.

[TΞΞNSTAR™]

Im trying to take this out of mind.. im sooo disturbed ..

 

[AtulaSiriwardane]

Im trying to take this out of mind.. im sooo disturbed ..

Face it, and read it till you are not disturbed any more.
You will be stronger.
Pay more attention to his thoughts than his actions.
We all have similar drives,
but some protection,
may be from the society we live,
though that too becoming less and less.
After some years
we are bound to hear such stories.

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[AtulaSiriwardane]

Victims: Aiko Koo, Alice Liu, Anita Luchessa, Cindy Schall, Mary Ann Pesce, Rosalind Thorpe

Kemper's mother. He killed her with a hammer, cut off her head and threw darts at it, cut out her larynx and put it in the garbage disposal, then had sex with her corpse.

Thanks Atula It was Interesting..
mey wage dewal kayawala minisunta waradunu than walin api apey waradi hada gatha haki num?

Thank you.
I am happy at least one member found it is useful.
He did an Ananthariya papa kamma,
and he is like Ajasaththa
realizing that he was wrong.

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[blacktarzan]

Face it, and read it till you are not disturbed any more.
You will be stronger.
Pay more attention to his thoughts than his actions.
We all have similar drives,
but some protection,
may be from the society we live,
though that too becoming less and less.
After some years
we are bound to hear such stories.


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[AtulaSiriwardane]

"I was the hunter
and they were the victims."

Isn't this the way men feel about women?



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[twisted]

wow thanks gihan ..that was some good reading lol read most of it...i gta say when modern vampire wannabes kicked in it kinda got boring but that canadian girl wow..cake goes to tarantino lol.

oh by the way you missed some awesome historic figure, vlad the imapaler. since the article is a bit long i figured id rather paste a link, http://hamsterrepublic.com/html/vladhistory.html, anyway its fascinating how most of historic characters of blood thurst had descended from hungary.. like countess bathory.

 

[twisted]

"I was the hunter
and they were the victims."

Isn't this the way men feel about women?



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in your case, "he's the hunter, she's the victim, i just get off to it"

 

[AtulaSiriwardane]

"I was the hunter and they were the victims."
On the witness stand, though, Kemper testified that "death never entered as a factor" in the coed killings. He said:
"Alive, they were distant, not sharing with me. I was trying to establish a relationship and there was no relationship there...
"When they were being killed, there wasn't anything going on in my mind except that they were going to be mine ... That was the only way they could be mine." (Kemper testified that as a child of eight he had killed his pet cat, which had transferred its affections to his two sisters, "to make it mine.")
His desire to possess the coeds led Kemper even further than murder, he revealed in court. In his fantasies he literally made two of the girls "a part of me" by eating "parts of them."

Of all his coed victims he said: "They were like spirit wives... I still had their spirits. I still have them," he declared in the courtroom.​

 

[GihanFX]

wow thanks gihan ..that was some good reading lol read most of it...i gta say when modern vampire wannabes kicked in it kinda got boring but that canadian girl wow..cake goes to tarantino lol.

Thanks for reading them all twisted
it is quite interesting Articles and like u said impressed with the Canadian

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[twisted]

My Shameful Love..

January 17, 2009 by crownlessxx | Edit



in the darkest night of the week
by the loneliest point of the street
i used to await the passers by
and those who may have tears in their heart
might step into my lie


i was the prettiest creature
with such an inappropriate nature
which is hidden and apparently shy
it is my shameful love who seeks her
who is falling for my desperate cry


then the pretty world i show her
with bit of a beastly hunger
are not the things i really imply
but from what i can remember
i am then made of things which cannot die

and waking up in a deserted creek
you must have found it all bleak
with this whole new side of mine
but you couldn’t do much my dear
with your limbs perfectly tied

my sighs i drown in your tears
which i loved before many years
may be the things you couldn’t like
but my sin i love is my greatest fear
never the heaven shall thus strike

how i became your favorite liar
with all the flaws which once you’d admire
i might say you are just too uptight
when the real love is too queer
for you to decipher in a lustful night

those sweet words once you’d whisper
are going to stay with me upon a hanger
in my gallery in the moon’s spotlight
and weep for my heart as you linger
in my eternal eyes shining bright


and in another lonely day of daylight
holding up your head so close i might
tell you of them who hated my so called crimes
and laying on your sweet skin so white
we can dream of romantic night times

 

[AtulaSiriwardane]

An anguished and remorseful killer when speaking of the coeds whose bodies he had sexually assaulted after death and of the "pain" he had caused their families. "The day those fathers [of the Pesce and Luchessa girls] testified in court was very hard for me ... I felt terrible. I wanted to talk to them about their daughters, comfort them ... But what could I say?" ​

 

[GihanFX]

"...The butcher swore that the body was still warm, from which they concluded that the deceased had the severe defect of not being quite dead, or, to state it better, of letting himself be reanimated by the devil forthat is exactly the idea theyhave of a vrykolakas"
- Relation d'un voyage du Levant, Joseph Pitton de Tournefort,

 

[AtulaSiriwardane]

The jury found Kemper was guilty and sane.
He didn't disagree with the jury's verdict.



"I really wasn't surprised when it came out that way," he said. "There was just no way they could find me insane ... Society just isn't ready for that yet. Ten or 20 years from now they would have, but they're not going to take a chance."
But he expressed regret that the "sane" verdict would mean he would go to prison, instead of possibly returning to Atascadero state hospital.
Kemper spent five years at Atascadero after he murdered his grandparents in 1964 at the age of 15. He recalled with pride the job he'd held there as head of the psychological testing lab at the age of 19 and working directly under the hospital's chief psychologist. He said:
"I felt I definitely could have done a lot of good there, helping people return to the streets ... I could have fit in there quicker than anybody else...
It was there that he became a member of the Junior Chamber of Commerce. During his trial, he wore his membership pin in his lapel, apparently with pride.
Because of his intelligence and ability, he apparently was a valuable aide in psychological testing and research. "I helped to develop some new tests and some new scales on MMPI... You've probably heard of it ... the Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory," he said with a chuckle. "I helped to develop a new scale on that, the 'Overt Hostility Scale'... How's that for a..." He groped for a word.
"Ironic?" I suggested.
"Ironic note," he agreed. "There we go, it was an ironic note that I helped to develop that scale and then look what happened to me when I got back out on the streets."

 

[GihanFX]

[FONT=Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif][FONT=Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif]i think most of you people will be interested to know the History of vampires, and read this full articles and its very interesting
Vampire History[/FONT][/FONT]
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[FONT=Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif][SIZE=+1]The Embrace[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[FONT=Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif][SIZE=+1] [SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Vampires are created through a process called the Embrace. The Embrace is similar to normal vampiric feeding - the vampire drains her chosen prey of blood. However, upon complete exsanguination, the vampire returns a bit of her own immortal blood to the drained mortal. Only a tiny bit - a drop or two - is necessary to turn the mortal into an undead. This process can even be performed on a dead human, provided the body is still warm.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Once the blood is returned, the mortal "awakens" and begins drinking of his own accord. But, though animate, the mortal is still dead; his heart does not beat, nor does he breathe. Over the next week or two, the mortal's body undergoes a series of subtle transformations; he learns to use the Blood in his body, and he is taught the special powers of his clan. He is now a vampire.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Some vampire clans Embrace more casually than others, but the Embrace is almost never given lightly. After all, any new vampire is a potential competitor for food and power. A potential childe is often stalked for weeks or even years by a watchful sire, who greedily evaluates whether the mortal would indeed make a good addition to the clan and the line.

[/SIZE] History

[SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Vampires - or Kindred, as they call themselves - exist for centuries and often seem unchanging to mortal eyes. Even Kindred society, however, has undergone evolution, upheaval and strife. Let us look at history as the Kindred view it, that we might better understand their actions tonight.

[/SIZE] [SIZE=-1]Caine and the First Nights

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]According to Kindred myth, the first of their kind was Caine, the first murderer. For his crime, Caine was cursed by God and thereby transformed into a vampire. Exiled from his people, Caine was forced to stalk the fringes of civilization, fearful of the sun and ravenous for blood.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]In his loneliness, Caine came upon a mighty witch named Lilith, who had been Adam's first wife. Lilith taught Caine how to use his blood for mighty magic (indeed, a few heretics claim that Lilith, not Caine, was the First Vampire). Lilith taught Caine many things, including how to use his blood to evoke mystic powers - and how to create others of his kind.

[/SIZE] [SIZE=-1]The Second Generation and the First City

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]At first Caine refused to beget, believing it wrong to curse the world with others of his kind. But eventually he grew lonely and brought three others into the vampiric fold. These three in turn begat 13 more, and these voracious monsters went among the early peoples of the world, carelessly feeding and using mortals as puppets in their sibling feuds. Caine, outraged by this behavior, forbade the creation of any more progeny. Gathering his childer and grandchilder to him, Caine built a great city - the First City in the world - and here vampires and mortals coexisted in peace.

[/SIZE] [SIZE=-1]The Antediluvians and the Clans

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]It could not last. Caine's childer squabbled for their sire's affections, and once again the mortals were used as pawns in the feud. Finally the city was thrown down - some say a natural disaster was the cause; others, that a spurned childe's vengeful sorcery precipitated the cataclysm. Caine vanished into the wastes, never to be heard from again. The three vampires of the Second Generation likewise disappeared into the mists of legend. But Caine's 13 grandchilder, free from restraint, began breeding new vampires with abandon. The 13 vampires became known as Antediluvians, and their childer, created in their images, inherited the Antediluvians' magical gifts and curses. Thus were the clans formed.
[/SIZE]
[SIZE=-1]The Dark Ages

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]The clans spread across the world, sowing discord and misery. Though each successive generation of vampires proved weaker than the last, they made up for it with greater numbers. In the ziggurats of Babylon, in the palaces of Crete, in the tribunals of Rome, vampires ruled as shadowy tyrants, forever using mortals as food and unwitting soldiers. Vampire warred with vampire, clan with clan, and thus - from the ancient rivalries of the First City - was born the great Jyhad, which is still fought today.
[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]The Kindred reached their worst excesses during the early Middle Ages. During this period, many vampires ruled openly, smothering peasant and lord alike beneath their nocturnal grip. The vampiric population reached unhealthy numbers, and it seemed that the Earth would belong to the Kindred forever.

[/SIZE] [SIZE=-1]The Anarch Revolt

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Again, it could not last. The Children of Caine, in their hubris, began to flaunt their power flagrantly. Terrified peasants whispered of the monsters in their midst - and the Church began to listen. The reports of a few horrified priests spawned a frenzied Inquisition, and vengeful mortals rose up in a tide of fire and blood. Though individually much more powerful than mortals, even the mightiest vampires could not stand against the humans' sheer numbers; vampire after vampire was dragged from its lair and hurled into fire or sunlight.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]In the throes of the Inquisition, a current of revolt gripped the Children of Caine. Younger vampires, who were being deployed as sacrificial lambs by terrified elders, began to rise up against their sires and masters. In Eastern Europe, a group of vampires learned how to sever the mystic bonds through which sires controlled their childer. Soon all of Europe seethed beneath a nocturnal revolt, as rebellious childer threw off the yoke of their masters. Between the Inquisition and the revolt of the vampire "anarchs," it seemed as though the Kindred would not survive.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]And so, in the 15th century, a council was called. Seven of the 13 clans united in an organization called the Camarilla. With its advantage of numbers, the Camarilla suppressed the anarchs and agreed to exist behind a great Masquerade.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Never more shall vampires rule openly, the lords of the Camarilla decreed. We shall hide among the mortals, and conceal our natures from our prey, and in a few decades the mortals will know vampires only as myths.

Thus, the Masquerade was born, and the Inquisition gradually forgot its original target. Those anarchs who would not join the Camarilla were driven into the wastes, from which they would later emerge as the dread Sabbat cult. With the discovery of the New World and the dawn of science, humanity gradually forgot about the Kindred, relegating them to the status of childhood legends.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]But, though hidden, vampires were still quite real. The wars of the Jyhad raged on, though the nights of open battle were replaced by sudden ambushes and maneuvering of human pawns. Weaving their webs throughout the ever-expanding cities, the Kindred eschewed their previous games for more methodical but no less deadly ones.

[/SIZE] [SIZE=-1]The Modern Nights and Gehenna

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]And the wars continued down the centuries, and continue still. The Jyhad rages as it always has - though skyscrapers take the place of castles, machine-guns and missiles replace swords and torches, and stock portfolios substitute for vaults of gold, the game remains the same. Kindred battles Kindred, clan battles clan, Camarilla battles Sabbat, as they have for eons. Vampiric feuds begun during the nights of Charlemagne play themselves out on the streets of New York City; an insult whispered in the court of the Sun King may find itself answered by a corporate takeover in Sao Paolo. The ever-swelling cities provide countless opportunities for feeding, powermongering - and war.

[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]____[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]Increasingly, vampires speak of Gehenna - the long-prophesied night of apocalypse when the most ancient vampires, the mythical Antediluvians, will rise from their hidden lairs to devour all the younger vampires. This Gehenna, so the Kindred say, will presage the end of the world, as vampires and mortals alike are consumed in an inexorable tide of blood. Some vampires strive to prevent Gehenna, some fatalistically await it, and still others consider it a myth. Those who believe in Gehenna, however, say that the end time comes very soon - perhaps in a matter of years.

[/SIZE]

[SIZE=+1]The Six Traditions[/SIZE]

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[SIZE=-1]Camarilla vampires swear to uphold the legendary Six Traditions of Caine, the laws which Caine supposedly passed to his progeny. Like any other laws, the Traditions are commonly ignored, bent or violated outright. [/SIZE]
​

[SIZE=-1]The First Tradition:
The Masquerade[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]
Thou shall not reveal thy nature to those not of the Blood. Doing so shall renounce thy claims of Blood.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=-1]The Second Tradition:
The Domain[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]|
Thy domain is thine own concern. All others owe thee respect while in it. None may challenge thy word while in thy domain.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=-1]The Third Tradition:
The Progeny[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]
Thou shall sire another only with the permission of thine elder. If thou createst another without thine elder's leave, both thee and thy progeny shall be slain.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=-1]The Fourth Tradition:
The Accounting[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]
Those thou create are thine own childer. Until thy progeny shall be released, thou shall command them in all things. Their sins are thine to endure.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=-1]The Fifth Tradition:
Hospitality[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]
Honor one another's domain. When thou comest to a foreign city, thou shall present thyself to the one who ruleth there. Without the word of acceptance, thou art nothing.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=-1]The Sixth Tradition:
Destruction[/SIZE][SIZE=-1]
Thou art forbidden to destroy another of thy kind. The right of destruction belongeth only to thine elder. Only the eldest among thee shall call the blood hunt.[/SIZE]
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[twisted]

Woe of death – Rose of Life

December 18, 2008 by crownlessxx | Edit



in the garden by the roses
with no light to reflect their color
i used to sit by you
each and every day they grew,
they grew more like you


decaying pieces of dress you wore
once lied bleeding at your roots
not so red now though,they still sit by you
and the soft red petals you bore
seemed to reflect my woe


with my hand on your hand
i used to sit by you
seeing you turn to blue,
and with your speaking eyes
you told me a thing or two


about how they hated you.
and that hatred they stuck,
they stuck in your heart with glue
and the parasite that dwell
in, was drawing you off..


so i had to save you..
and the rusty knife in your heart
stood silently cutting that parasite in two
it still lies here under your roots
your soft heart couldn’t prevent it’s fall


when you never took your pretty eyes off me
i knew I was the only one you knew
and i was the only one you loved
and with your pretty legs parted in two
you was never going to leave


now i lay awake on the black soil
you yielded to
looking at the roses and the leaves
smiling to the moon
withering ones can feed my wound


and in the light, every once in a while
i see them.. one or two passing us by
and i couldn’t let them have a rose from you..
yet i could never hold you to this world of mine
at least not your fragrance..of the rose i grew

 

[twisted]

that's about all ive written which fits this occasion lol let me when you guys are talking about child molestation or necrophilia lol.

 

[~v3n0m~]

thx for the info gihan, atula.

i like this.

we are all psychos... worse people are getting treatments. hehe! maybe this is how the vampire concept has been coming from generation to generation... maybe its something begining from the human mind, same could applies to werewolf as well..

atula's assumption of that all people living in this world are dumb expect him and osho could be something similar to this phenomena.

 

[GihanFX]

My Shameful Love..

January 17, 2009 by crownlessxx | Edit



i was the prettiest creature
with such an inappropriate nature
which is hidden and apparently shy
it is my shameful love who seeks her
who is falling for my desperate cry


then the pretty world i show her
with bit of a beastly hunger
are not the things i really imply
but from what i can remember
i am then made of things which cannot die

how i became your favorite liar
with all the flaws which once you’d admire
i might say you are just too uptight
when the real love is too queer
for you to decipher in a lustful night

those sweet words once you’d whisper
are going to stay with me upon a hanger
in my gallery in the moon’s spotlight
and weep for my heart as you linger
in my eternal eyes shining bright


and in another lonely day of daylight
holding up your head so close i might
tell you of them who hated my so called crimes
and laying on your sweet skin so white
we can dream of romantic night times

when reading the above i feel like he want to be real sometimes, but deep down what he want is to bang her

 

[AtulaSiriwardane]

"I didn't have the supervision I should have had once I got out... I was supposed to see my parole officer every other week and a social worker the other week.
"I never did. I think if I had, I would have made it.
"Two weeks after I was on the streets, I got scared because I hadn't seen anyone.
"Finally, I called the district parole office and asked if I was doing something wrong... was I supposed to go to my parole officer, or would he come to see me, I asked."
Kemper said the man on the phone asked him, "What's the matter, you got a problem?" When Kemper told him, "no," the man replied, "Well, we're awfully busy with people who have; we'll get to you."

 

[AtulaSiriwardane]

when reading the above i feel like he want to be real sometimes, but deep down what he want is to bang her

Kemper just took the step.

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