I am Gay I want to Suicide

[iamafreak]

Mama me thread eka danna hithuwe man wage godak aya me lankawema athi kiyala hithalai.Me thread eka godak ayata darunu lesa balapai.Mama dakala naa meeta pera me wage thread ekak elakiri.com eke post karala thiyenawa.

Mama me thread eka danne godak parissamin hithala balala mama meka daanawata kawru hari akamathinam mata samaawenna eth mage hithe thiyena dewal hangan inna bari nisaath. me thread eke lankawe inna yam gay samaajayakata siduwee athi asaadaaranaya ho e samajayata nolabeema pilibada danuwath kirimak lesa me thread eka daanawa.

Mama ithaamath kaarunika anunta hinsaawak nathi pudgalayek kudaa kala sitama sathutin samanya lesa jeewath wuna kenek. Eth danum therum athi wayasedi mama godak wenas wunaa.Mama godak samaajayen aathwa mage kaamarayata welaa inna uthsaha kalaa.Mokada mama gay nisa. mata awashya wune anith saama pirimi lamayek wagema samaanya lesa jeewath wenna hoda gahanu lamayek samaga yaalu wenna. eth mata elesin inna bari wunaa.

Mama danata adyaapana ayathanayaka pariganaka paatamaalawak hadaaranawa. Mama kamathi hodata igena ganna eth me gay kiyana de mage jiwithayata godak balapaala thiyenawa igeneematath e wagema balapaala thiyenne.mata eka welaawakata hithenawa mama feelings nathi machine ekak wunaa nam hodai kiyala. ehenam mata mage igeneeme katayuthu hodin karanna puluwan.

Mata goadak heterosexual yaluwo innawa egollo kawruth man gana danne naa.eth mata homosexual eka yaaluwek inne eyath antharjaallaya harahaa hamuwuna kenek. eyaa mata wada wayasin godak wadi mama eyaata godak aadaraya karanawa. ekiyanne mage wayase inna gahanu- pirimi lamai karana aadarayama mama eyaata karanwa ekiyanne calls,video calls, chat, video chat, sms, email, meetings wage hama deyakma karanawa.

Mama godak kamathi api dennata ekata ekathuwela films balanna , public party wage dewal walata yanna eth ape samajaye ehema inna baa.Mama me samajayata baninne naa. mama gay samajayata baninneth naa. eth ai me wage gay samajayak bihi wune. egollanta thiyena hageem ai wenas akaarayata athi wune.Me lokaye kisi deyak sadharana naa.Mage prashnayata kisima agam kula bedayak naa.

api denna inne lankawe godak aathin.api hamuwenne godak kalaathurakin.mama eyaawa meet welaa danata awruddakata wadi. eyaata kalin thawa yaaluwo idala thiyenawa. eyaage thibba parana sambanda kam nawathwala maath samaga digatama sambandakam pawathwanna kamathi wunaa. mama eyaata godak adarei. eth ada hawasa eyage parana yaaluwek eyaawa hamuwenna awith eyaa dan gahanu lamayek wa badala eyage pawulath samaga hamuwenna awith thorathuru kathaa kireemata pamanak. mage yaaluwa eyaawa meet wenna kalin kiwwa eyaa parana yaaluwawa ada hamu wenawa kiyala eth mata eka iwasanna bari wunaa mama eyaata digin digatama sms, calls gaththa egollo mage yaluwage parana yaluwage pawle kattiya samaga dawal kaamakata awith iddi.ithin ekata eyaata tharaha gihin mata kiwwa mage manners naha kiyala. aththatama mama wena kaatawath e widihata meeta kalin karadarayak wela naa. eth passe mage warada mata therunaa. mama eka eyaata pahadili kalaa. eyaa raata video chat ekata enawa ada awe naa. maath ekka tharaha welaa.mama dannawa eyaa kisi waradak karala naa kiyala mama thamai waradi wade kale mata baya eyaa maath ekka digatama tharaha weida kiyala. mama thani weida kiyala.

Mata eyaawa nathi wunoth mama siyadiwi haani karagannawa. mata eyaawa hara wena kenek gana hithanna baa.Mata eyaawa hama witama mathak wenawa eyaa raata video chat ekata awe nathi wunaama mata hariyata ninda yanneth naa. mata eyaagana thiyenne pirsidu hageemak. eyaa mata wada wayasin godak wadi.

Mata me thread eka danna awashya wune mama melowin samugaththoth mama wage inna aneth ayata yam kisi sadaranayak itu karana lesa lankawe siyalu janathaawagen illannai. mata man gana kisi prashnayak naa mage jiwithe nathi wunath kamak naa.

Me thread eka daapu eka gana mata baninna hithena aya bannata kamak naa. egollan banina eka egollange paththen sadaranai eth kenekta wipatha gana watahenna nam thamanuth e wipathata watila thiyenna one.

mama samagenma illaa sitinawa me thread ekata comment ekak daala mage adahas hama kenaa wethama yawanawanam saha me thread eka pilibada hoda naraka watahala denawa nam samahara wita me thread eke idiri dawas waladi balanna mama jeewathwa stida yanna. jeewathwa sitiyoth mama awith mage adahas methana post karannam.

 

[cyber22118]

wat ?... i dont have much time to read.. i got few thing from ur post. u are gay. and u want to die bcoz SL is not a gay friendly country ..? am i right..

 

[iamafreak]

wat ?... i dont have much time to read.. i got few thing from ur post. u are gay. and u want to die bcoz SL is not a gay friendly country ..? am i right..

yes that is true. don't tell me to go to another country. thanks for replying

 

[windows8]

pissek nowi kollek weyan

 

[killershan]

YOU HAVE 2 OPTIONS MATE !

1. plz go Europe county or somewhere else bro. or

2. Plz Find a good Metal Doctor who can help you out to get rid of that thoughts !

 

[iamafreak]

pissek nowi kollek weyan

aththatama mata pssuda danne naa mama mehema post ekak dannath. eth meka damma eken kaata hari prayojanayak wei. bohoma sthuthi reply ekata

 

[iamafreak]

YOU HAVE 2 OPTIONS MATE !

1. plz go Europe county or somewhere else bro. or

2. Plz Find a good Metal Doctor who can help you out to get rid of that thoughts !

I will try to do both of them but I cant sure that I can do it

 

[blood_brotha]

YOU HAVE 2 OPTIONS MATE !

1. plz go Europe county or somewhere else bro. or

2. Plz Find a good Metal Doctor who can help you out to get rid of that thoughts !

its not a mental disease! some people are born that way... its not something abnormal. dont be ignorant

 

[blood_brotha]

pissek nowi kollek weyan

gay unai kiyala kellek wenne na..

 

[mottaya]

lmfao.....man we r born to create a new generation.. (every animal [actually not in religious type, bt phsycally])
jst think how u gonna do dat wen u r homosexual..
you can tell dat sum1 has that right. yes bt it's the most stupid thin i ever heard..
(u can stik 2 ur opinion btw)
its just my idea not any theory or bla bla..

 

[GTRZ]

I am not sure this is your genuine situation or trying to make a sound for gay people in srilanka with a story.

Anyway what ever the relationship gay or straight you should be tough enough to face all your troubles and fears. So first make your mind set to face all of them in the name of your relationship. It's very easy to die but hard to live.

 

[killershan]

aththatama mata pssuda danne naa mama mehema post ekak dannath. eth meka damma eken kaata hari prayojanayak wei. bohoma sthuthi reply ekata

I think you trying to get ppl to involve to your community by posting this thread , not asking to helps you to get rid of gay thing !

 

[cyber22118]

i dont know how to reply to this man.. there is a development in gay acceptance in SL but I dont think there will be lows to allow gay marriages ( not soon ). are u big time gay?. coz there are methods to be straight...

 

[iamafreak]

its not a mental disease! some people are born that way... its not something abnormal. dont be ignorant

that is true but things in here not make me happy

 

[Wthilina]

Mala Magulai Europ Country ekakata giyanam gamak nathuwama PR visa ganna thibuna!!

 

[yakshaya]

if you like to be a gay be so. don't worry.

 

[killershan]

I am not sure this is your genuine situation or trying to make a sound for gay people in srilanka with a story.

Anyway what ever the relationship gay or straight you should be tough enough to face all your troubles and fears. So first make your mind set to face all of them in the name of your relationship. It's very easy to die but hard to live.

 

[mottaya]

gay unai kiyala kellek wenne na..

oyath gay da?

 

[iamafreak]

I am not sure this is your genuine situation or trying to make a sound for gay people in srilanka with a story.

Anyway what ever the relationship gay or straight you should be tough enough to face all your troubles and fears. So first make your mind set to face all of them in the name of your relationship. It's very easy to die but hard to live.

Sorry GT ayya if this thread is not good for Ek members.It is up to u delete or keep this thread live

 

[blood_brotha]

u just have to tough it out.. someday majority sri lankan attitude will change.. but i dont see it happening in the near future..

so the best thing is to leave sl and be what you are without living a fake life here..

good luck