Jealousy . . .

[neroshan]

Jealousy . . .

What is it..
Is it a feeling..?
Is it a thought..?
Or is it a curse..?

All I know is a sharp pain
That fills me up..
from my heart..
to my mind..
to my bones..
to my very soul..

Everytime you speak his name,
I feel the pain
Everytime you say you love him,
I feel the pain
But when I know,
he makes love to you,
the way I want to,
he caresses you,
the way I want to,
he is to be your husband,
that I badly want to be
my very soul tears into pieces

Tell me my angel,
Is this jealousy?
If not what is it,
for its killing me bit by bit..

Tell me my sweet angel..
what is this feeling . . ?