All I want to say is enjoy your life. There is no point in bothering about how fucked I am, that increases the stress and pain, your life will be bleakest dark that you will feel there is no salvation; But, most importantly, just think about what we have. and enjoy the moment. How good the last night was, how tasty the tea was, enjoy the rain, enjoy when the rain stops and the sun comes out, and enjoy some music. Enjoying every moment. Life is never meant to be fair, but if you can enjoy every little thing, you will feel less pain, be in a lighter mood, and relax. You don't need to be super wealthy to enjoy your life, it all is your perspective.