Yes, I did... numerousely....
But seriousely....? never.
It is cowardly...
but thinking of suicide is thrilling,
especially when I feel lonely, depressed, dissapointed.
Considering suicide may help easing the situation may help.
Perhaps it may be a natural safety valve.
A complete let go.
I think anyone who is serious and energetically involved with life may feel the need more than once in life.
People who live a lukewarm, stagnant, boring life may never feel so.
What do you think?
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Certain things in life are inconvenient; it's up to us to make it worse, maintain it that way or improve. And improving the situation for self is viewed by others in the society as a bad characteristic in us-this is what we fear, social scrutiny.
Take for example: we failed in a relationship; the best option would be to move on. But we feel the society would label us as "fast", that they'd think we didn't have true love/fooled around with the guy, otherwise how could she forget it like that and enjoy life as if nothing happened? And we feel trapped.