Difference between love and other things
I know my own feelings. I know when I feel love, when I feel infatuation, happy, sad, anger, all that.
I know that I love that girl who I have been posting about all these years. Through anything.
What I don't know is how to tell whether someone loves me, or feels infatuation, or whatever else.
To be more specific, I feel like this girl doesn't love me. Hell, should I tell her that? The reason why is because this mess we're in, where her parents won't allow us to talk to eachother, and she is afraid to get grounded, so she doesn't risk certain things that I am willing to risk.
Despite what she tells me (1 that she doesn't want to get grounded and all, and 2 she would have fewer chances to talk to me) I feel like she doesn't love me because of this. She says she loves me, but actions speak louder than words.
Also, if we broke up, I want her to know that I still love her and I always will, but I don't know how to prove it to her.