ow macho ak nisai me taram duk vidine macho....

hmmm.
First cut is the deepest. Just let it go man. Everything happens for the best. (Well, at least for me). There are some very good advices given in this thread by fellow elakiriyans.
Just let it go man and let the time solve the problem. Now focus on your career. Get some education done relating to your chosen field.
Get your priorities right.
01. Career (Next 35 years depends on this)
02. Education (Unless you earn, no money to spend on your education and thats why it came 2nd, or otherwise it should come 1st)
03. Famliy and friends. (Anybody can get married and have children, since you are 25 you have plenty of time left)
See, your prob is the last prioroty in the list. Build up your career and get your qulifications done and show the world what you are made of. Dont let some woman who you knew for just 4 years to let you down.
There's a whole new world out there. Come out of the well start fresh.
Tough times never last but tough people do.
Be happy for two reasons
1. You lost someone who didnt love you back. So nothing to lose in terms of you
2. She lost you who loved her more than his life. So again nothing to lose from your side. She should be the one who shold be worried. Not you.
So be happy and all the best for your future. You seem to be a good guy so nothing wrong will happen to you. Believe me.
