ubata machan thiyenne, jeewithe gana kalakirimak misak, wena nobel deyak nemei. uba ara labour pain and sex feelings gana eeye dala thibuna post eken e bawa thawath pahadili wenawa. thawa tikak kalayak giyama, ubata hithenna gani, makulu dal kadana eka, kubi pagena ekath waradi neda wage dewal. onawata wadiya onema deyak onema naha kiyala kiyanne okatai. Do you know, even Buddha gave up starving, to attain Buddhahood? recently there was even a trend in SL, to do some meditation, where one look at everything as disgusting! Then those people went nuts or something and the government had to warn people of such extreme scams.
I feel sorry for you, as you tend to be missing a lot of good things in life