lajja nathda miniho buddhagama kanna.. ohoma balu widihata thaman hithana de hari kiyala uda paninna epa.. anith minissunge matha walata aagam walata garu karapan. buddha dharmaya jst aagamak newei. a ka dharshanayak. buddha dharmaya lokoththarai agamak kiyanne loukika deyak. deken ma manussaya kiyana sathata adaraya karanna karunawa dakwanna ithuru jeewinta ugannanawa. ehema hitiyoth me loke hondai. thamun wage adu manasikathwayak thiyana olamottalayo ohoma kiyana eken wenne anith aagam wala minissunta buddhagama adahana minissu kerehi kala kireemak ena eka.. thamange bella giyath anna a gunangaya thiyagena inna o ne.. a ka thamai buddha dharshanaye thiyenne.. umba marry karapu sewalayek ne da.. pansil pada 5 kochchara rakinawada umba? umba a kath umbe gon molen tharka karala saadharanee karanaya karanna yanna epa.. mada indan hithapan umba keeyak rakinawada? langadi biwwa ne da? cigeret bonawada? umba paare ahata kanata pena ganiyek dakkama kee paarak hithen a kige redda galawala fantasize karanawada? umba cheap minihek kiyala kiyanna puluwan umbe kathawen saha e tama galapena penumen.. jst penuma amathaka karapan. penumen minissu maninna ba. umba cheap ekek kiyala wachana oya hithala thiyana gon thoughts walin kiyanna puluwan.. negative thinking witharak thiyana pissek. samaajeta pali gahanna jeewath wena thamange waraddath, moda kamath samaje udin daala a katath samajeta waradda patawana minihek.. kawadawath thaman karana de diha pita angle ekaka indan balanne nathi moda manussayek.. mama moda kiyala adahas kara education background eka newei. umbata teaching look ekak thiyenne.. bt i dunno.. jst thoughts harima praathamikai.. ane manda bn... oya wage negative thinking, thaman karana kiyana de hariya kiyala hithana meeharak thawa 10k hitiyanam shoi.. umba gani issaraha babaa neda? gani handa ananthawath kenthi gannawa neda? bt pennanne na ne da? kawuru hari eka pudgalayek hari pudgalayan gondak hari office wewa, gedara lamai hari ammala thaththala hari wife hari ekken nisa ho godak nisa ganna pressure eka release karaganna and samajen ena pressure eka release karaganna ne da buddha dharshane adahanne.. nathuwa yatharthawabodi wa karunu therum aran newei ne da? jst hithapan.. gon kam karanna epa.. bara gonek wage adagena giya kiyala thamange thoughts hari wenne na.. thaman thamai mona athin hari keruma kiyala hithagena allapu gedara eka prius ekak bassanakota umbata marutiyak nam thiyenne a kata hoolla hoolla a handa anithya boruwata menehi kara yatharthe gana melo daneemak nathuwa natanna epa bn.. dan me katath thiththa kunuharapen banala daapan.. umbata echcharai karanna puluwan.. puluwan nam minihek wage tharka karapan.. mama umbe oya gon tharka okkoma kadanawa..