just try to Forget machan...I know your Feeling Very well...coz i have gone through this kind of situation more than one time...epa wenawa thamai...eth honda yaluwo(Girl)hambenakota ewa hari yanawa ban....
BF kenek nethi yaluweknan godak udau karanawa sathutin inna...oya wage epa karawanne ne jiwithe...

Oyatath yaluwek hambei ehema...man hithuwewath nethi widiyata mata hambela thiyenawa ehema yaluwek...ea nisai kiyanne...hopes nethi karaganna epa...manussakama thiyena girls innawa...
oya girlta wadayak wenna yanna epa...oya dannawane oyage honda naraka...ewage watinakamak thiyenawane...ewa thiyaganna try karanna...ea girlta ewagen wedak nethuwa ethi...ewa therenakota wedakuth ne ban...ethakota wenna oni dewal wela thiyey...so duka hithenne eyatai...
lokuma de thamai umba upset ganna epa...wish u would have a friend soon..(a girl friend...not to love....but may be...but...she will be your closest friend...

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You need someone like that...that's the Cure...