machan kenekwa wishawasha karanawanam witharak ne api deyak pili ganne.. ai oya me prashana maga arinne mewwata uththara denna
1. oya rahath une kohamada?
2. ai oya jara widiyata anith ayata baninne?
3.Buddagamata oyata hithena ena wikaarath ekathu karala kiyanne Ai?
1) mama awurudu 2-3k thisse suthra deshanaa 400-500 withara ahuwa. e ahana gaman nodanna wachana liyagena ewaye therumath liyagena paadam kala. chathuraarya sathya awabodhayata adaala karunu serama poth path mokuthma nathuwa mathakayenma sihi karanna puluwan kama athikara gaththa. e thamayi Budurajaananwahanse Dharmaawabodhaya labeema udesa anugamanaya karannaya kiyapu kramaya. sutha, dhathaa, wachasaa parichithaa kiyana steps 3.
eelangata mama wiwekayak thiyana hama welema kale ayinak allagena e Dharma karunu nuwanin menehi kala eka!! ekata kiyanne 'widarshanaa bhaawanaawe yedenawa' kiyala!! hungak ewun hithagena inne bhawanaa karanawa kiyanne sil reddak andan, bhawanaa iriyawwen wadiwela innawa kiyana ekata. eth niyama bhaawanaawa kiyanne ekata neweyi!! thamange hitha hikmawaa gena, eka pawichchi karala awashya awabodhaya athikara ganeema thamayi niyama bhaawanaawa!!! mama eka kalaa. mata anika samatha bhawanaa walin wadak thibune naa. mama upathinma awashya hakiyaawal athuwa aawa kenek. nodana unnata man hungak welawata indala thiyenneth dhyaana mattam wala!!
'appata siri! ethakota api inneth dhyaana wala neda?' kiyala yaluwayi maayi denna 'uda giyaa' Ape Hamuduruwo dhyaana gana kiyawena Buddha deshanaawa thorala denawa ahapu welaawe!!!
mata awabodhaya sampoorna welaa sahena dawask yanakota samaadhiya diyunu unaa wena kawadaawath nothibunu widiyata. ithin dawasak oya kiyana siduweematath muna dunna. dan kathandara serama iwarayi.
2) jaraa widiyata respond karana nahadichcha, jaraa porawal walata mama uththara denne jaraa widiyatama thamayi. e e banis walata e e kehel gedi! umbala kiyala karala thiyana ewa aayema balapalla... ethakota mama jara widiyata katha kale ayi kiyala therevi!! silwath gunawath udawiya munagahunama wandinnath hadanawa. eth api ewa promote karanne naa!! wandum pidum labanna Niyama Sudussa gana kiyala, Unwahanseta wandinna kiyanawa.
3) mama niwan dakka!!! umbalawath oya 'wadi bana' kiyala thiyana hungak ewunwath, niwan dakala naa!!!
umbala balanne kon hoyanna, mata nondiya daanna, me wadeta baadhaa karanna misak Dharmaya awabodha karaganna uwamanaawen neweyi nisa umbalata mama kiyana ewa penne wikaara wage thamayi!!! eka umbalage waraddak!!!
dan mage upakaaraya labala jeewithaya awabodha karaganna saarthaka uthsaahayaka yedena loku pirisak innawa. e hamoma Ape Hamuduruwonta panawage aadaraya karana, Unwahanseta divihimiyen gawrawa karana, harima ahinsaka nihathamaanee minissu!!! mata wagema qualities thiyana yaluwo 4-5 denekma dan niwan awabodha karagena iwarayi.
umbala maha uddhachcha, kiyana kisima deyak noahana, oluwa idimichcha, baka panditha, maha moda porawal tikak. danatamath umbala silwathunta, gunawathunta agawrawa karala saahena deyak ras karagena aththe. mata ekata karanna deyak naa!!! mama umbala kaatawath illagena kannaya kiyala kiwwe naa!!! mama eda indala kiyanne jeewithaya awabodha karaganna uthsaaha karapan!!! api inne maara karadareka... me awasthaawa gilihunoth hari aparaadayak kiyalayi. eth umbala e serama gaththe joke ekata!!! mata karanna deyak naa!!!